Hold Me To This.

[california_kid]

I thought I would put in written form some things I'm going to start doing soon, one of which involves some people on the Internet.
Maybe if I put it somewhere for people to hold me accountable to, it'll actually come to fruition.

- Comment more on things I like, and things I don't like. No one likes a silent person. At the same time though, it doesn

Comments

[howdramatic]

I'm glad that you are being YOURSELF and not what is expected. I used to be rather stereotypically flamboyant because it seemed that is what was wanted or thought I should be by others. It got really exhausting and depressing.
I can thank the lyrics from Janet's song "YOU" for making me see that I should just be myself, and fuck what others think.

I'm not saying I'm the most masculine homo out there, I have my moments.

I also understand the not wanting to be judged for things. Which is why I have only just begun to disclose my whorish activities on my journal, lol.
I don't need people saying things that will piss me off.
But in the end, i suppose all one can do is worry about how they feel about themselves and screw others.

[california_kid]

It took some time. I tend to hate disappointing my friends, or feel like I'm letting them down.
But the whole charade of being stereotypically flamboyant was just NOT working.
Same with being a stereotypical black guy. I think it went for, maybe, 2 hours before I said I QUIT.

Glad someone understands.
Just saying fuck what others think and be myself.... all the weirdness that it entails.
[lol]

[howdramatic]

Weirdness is awesome, and should be embraced more. People should embrace who they are always. Oh god, I sound like that whore Lady Gaga.
I change my position, be who others want you to be...., lol.

[california_kid]

Haha, even with that being Lady Gaga philanthropy, I think I'll stick to my guts and be myself. Weirdness and all.