In My Room (4/4)
Title: In My Room
Pairing: 2min (Taemin/ Minho)
Rating: PG 15
Genre: Angst
Chapter: 4/4
Summary: Taemin gone missing and Minho is worried about his safety.
-Minho POV-
“I will be fine hyung. I got your love with me.” He smiled sweetly, I just grinned. I just felt so blissful. I hold on to his hands and smiled. Maybe life was getting better and better. It was something good…
“Alright… Go to bed now…” He closed his eyes and falls asleep quickly, his angelic face sleeping peacefully; there was even a small smile on his face... I could feel the sleepiness, soon enough I dozed off.
-Taemin POV-
Peeking with my eyes, he was fast asleep on the chair. I took my hands away from his. I wasn’t worthy enough to touch his hands anymore… I was dirty, while he was clean not polluted at all. I look at his face once more, the face which I will always love… I could just stare at his face for the whole night through….
Mianhae, hyung… I lie to you.
-Minho POV-
The morning, he was still on his bed and his hands interlock with mine. I smiled to myself, it was a good start today. He didn’t have nightmare last night… It was a good start. I saw him rubbing his eyes, and look at me lazily.
“Good morning, sleepyhead.” I laugh cheekily and let go off his hands to get ready for work. I still felt something was missing, I just don’t know what it was. I washed up myself and gotten ready for work. It was nine in the morning, I have to leave the house now or I would be late, but I’m still worried…
“Maybe I should stay at home to keep you accompany?” He pouted at me, how cute.
“I’m not a kid anymore, hyung… I can take care myself. ” His childish tone, I know his all grown up, but I just want to take care of him… Somewhere deep down in my heart still couldn’t let go.
“Are you sure you don’t need me?” I asked one last time with the door open. No matter how many times he says he doesn’t need me, I can’t seem to leave the house. It was like something or someone was pulling me back.
“I am sure! 100 percent sure.” I took a step towards him and hugged him tightly in my arms. I smelt the lavender shampoo he used.
“Take care, alright… You can call me anytime…” I whispered into his ears. I planted a light kiss on his forehead and then let go. He was smiling sweetly…
“Don’t have to worry about me… I’ll be fine. I won’t go missing like I did last time. ” He assured me, but after what had happened the last time, I just couldn’t feel safe without having someone to look after him…
“Call me if you feel scare, okay? Lock the door and don’t open for anyone… EVEN the mailman! Tell him to fuck off and come back when Key is at home with you. Alright? If it was a bad guy, Key can settle it for you with his colorful language.” I kept repeating and repeating. He just plainly nodded. I just had a bad feeling… Maybe it was a bad idea to leave him at home all alone.
“I think I better stay. I’ll call my friend to tell him that I’m busy I can’t help his mom.” I wanted to walk in, Taemin just stopped me.
“Stop being wishy-washy… Since you promise your friend, you should help him! Key hyung will be back home in the afternoon, he will take care of me when he comes home. I promise, I will take goooood care of myself.” He raise his little finger to me, I hook it with my little finger. We made a stamp on our thumb. It was our way of promising each other…
“Alright.” I grumbled. Since he promised, I’ll take it… I left the house for work. I was helping out in a gift shop... There were a lot of people coming in and out. The business here was busy… My left eye started twitching; there was an old saying… When your left eye twitches, something bad is going to happen. Oh god… I hope is not true…
-Taemin POV-
“Alright.” He grumbled. He closes the door and walked off. The moment I could no longer hear his footstep, I hugged my knees, buried my wet face between my knees. Both of my hands was clutching tightly onto my arms. Why did I even let Minho touch me…? I’m not worth his touch… Not anymore… The day which I was raped, I’m no longer qualified to stay by his side… I was a selfish jerk. Keeping Minho with me, preventing the love that was made for him to come close to him…
I went to my room again, I took the key. I hold it like it was a knife. Stab! I stab it on my right thigh beside the old wounds. This is what you get for holding his hand. Stab! Another wound right beside my fresh wounds. This is what you get for being in his arms. Stab! The third stab on my left thigh cause I was running out of space on my right thigh… This is what you get for loving him... I allowed the blood to trickle down my leg… I smiled contently at myself... The feeling was marvelous…
I walked to the bathroom; I wash away the blood that was on my leg. I have to wash away the evidence of cutting myself… If not, I won’t be able to releases my pain anymore as having people looking at me twenty four hours. After he found out that I cut my hands, I know my acting has to do a full one. No matter what pain or how much I want to cry, I have to bear it. Until I’m all alone… My blood has stopped oozing out from my wound. It was time for me to go out.
I walked in front of my wardrobe. It only reminds me of how much I love white… I’m no longer suitable for white anymore… It’s a disgrace to the colour white if I wear it… I changed into a black parka and a jean. Before Key gets home, I must be at home. I rubbed my eyes, I was tired… It has been a long time since I get to sleep… Every night, I would stay wake just to let Minho has his sleep… I can’t seem to stay awake at first, but slowly, I’m able to control myself. I don’t know how long I could continue this sleepless night.
I took out my wallet and place the money in. I already had in my mind what Christmas present it should be. My hands were cold and trembling… Outside… The place ones bring me forever pain which leads me to saying eternity lies… How I want to run away from the reality...
I took my first step out of the house, I was shaking… My fingers sink into my shoulder, there wasn’t any wounds made, just marks… I smoothen my irregular breathing, fear was causing my heart to beat faster… It took me thirty minutes just to calm myself down… All the way, my hands were gripping on to my jean tightly, not letting go…
I set off the crystal shop, there was lots and lots of design… Piano, house, violin, swing… angels… Something caught my eyes. It was a simple design of an angel. Both of its hands were cupped together, forehead lean on his hands. It seems like it was praying for someone safety… This was perfect… Minho was always like my guardian angel, protecting me, caring for me… Crying for me… Yeah… Cry for me when I was in pain. Hurt for me when I was hurting myself…
I can’t cry now… Not in this shop… I quickly asked for it at the counter and paid. It was in a brown box, I took it out… Maybe I should buy another box to keep this… I stopped at my track, holding the crystal at my eye level. Light shone into the crystal... It’s so bright… It seems like it was alive… A noticeable tear was on its face… A crystal figure was crying? The pain of a guardian angel is to see the one you are guarding… Crying senselessly…The light dimmed off, I guess I should keep it back into the box… The moment I put down my hands…
He was there… The bushy eye brown, small brown eyes, that long scar on his cheek and the thick plum lips… My never ending nightmare… The leader of that gang… A smirk was on his face… No… no… I step back slowly… He was walking towards me… The horrible past… It’s coming back… He quickens his step, no… no... I started running… No! No! Don’t come close to me! I kept looking back… He was there… He was there!
The stench, the pain, his touches…. It seems like it only happened yesterday… One of my hands was on my head, pulling my hair… My head hurts! I just have to run across the street… Minho will be there… He would be there… I didn’t look around at all, I made a dashed across the road… Bright light shone on me… An angel in the sky was crying with a smile…
Take me… Take me with you…
-Minho POV-
I felt so uneasy… Maybe, I should give a call home…
“The name I love once in this life, has going further and further away from me…” Key called me?
“Key hyung? What the matter?”
“TAEMIN IS MISSING!! IS HE WITH YOU???” He shouted at the phone… Taemin?
“Isn’t he at home?” I inquired, how can he not be at home?
“He isn’t at home… Minho, I’m scared… Taemin… I don’t know where he went…” Key was near to tears…
“I am coming home now…” I hung up the phone. I excused myself, my friend knew what had happened to Taemin and he allowed me to go off. Thank god… The moment I was out and standing along the curb… A loud screech caught my attention… I took move forward slowly… A crystal which was shaped like an angel rolled to my shoes…
[At their house…]
I allowed half of my body to lie down on his bed… I rubbed my face on his bed, trying to feel his warm that linger on his bed… I hated myself… Why did I have to go? Why didn’t I stay at home? Why didn’t I check his thigh? Why didn’t I feel his pain? Why didn’t I know he was suffering from hallucination…. Why? Why? WHY?
“He could no longer wake up…” I froze…
“He can only live on with this machine… He could hear you, he could think but he won’t be able to move… This is the best we can do…”
I stretch my hands underneath his pillow… I felt a book… It was another of his diary… This time, it was written in a black book. Titled… The painful days… I flipped the pages; it started when he got back home…
It feels like a long nightmare… A nightmare which it seems impossible to wake up… I tried to kill myself in the dream, but there was a hand holding onto me, holding onto my life… The hand didn’t allow my soul to get in peace… It tells me not to give up… The pain that I get from the dream it’s killing me. The moment kept replaying and replay… I want to leave, I want to die, but the hand kept holding on to me…
The moment I was released from the dream… I saw his hands holding onto mine… Why Minho… Why didn’t you allow me to die? No matter how many times I tried to kill myself during the kidnap, they kept saving me back, pulling me back when I’m at the verge of death… When I’m back, they sent me back to the verge of death again…
Minho… Your are only doing the same… Saving back from the cruel and sent me back there… I would only be in more pain..
Sorry Taemin… I couldn’t bear to let you leave me… I don’t know that you were suffering so much… I had known better, I would let go…
I accidently cut myself today… The blood that was flown out… I felt better… So much better… I like the feeling see myself getting hurt… Because, I deserved it… I couldn’t get to sleep… The moment I closed my eyes, I could see it… Even if I fall asleep, it hunts me in my dreams… I cried myself to sleep, but I got up by my dream again… It was like a never ending nightmare…
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I woke up early to make breakfast today… Anyway, I couldn’t sleep, how about lessen the burden on Key?
I felt disgusting to be hugged by Minho… It only brings back the memories which I tried to forget… I cried in front of him today… I’m such a weakling… I’m not sure if he knows my tears… In the future, I bet I wouldn’t never be able to let go… Every hug and kisses, only reminds me of that day… I’m sorry Minho… I cut myself again… I found out it only temporary ease my pain… I had to cut twice to lessen the pain…
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He found out that I cut my hand… I couldn’t do it again… I have to act fully for him… He won’t be able to notice my pain…. I found a new area to cut… My thighs… Since I don’t have a short pant that will show my thighs… It was the best place… I will still look normal… Minho won’t get suspicious.
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My plan was going well… He really thought I was fine… I don’t see him suffering anymore… It’s like we were back in the older days… I just have to bear a little more… Just a little more, he would stop all this caring… I heard from the phone… His friend is inviting him to work… That’s great… I could sneak out the house to buy him a Christmas present…
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Taemin… Taeminnie… I didn’t know you were in so much pain… Taemin… I shouldn’t have hold on to you… Letting you suffers so much… I will no longer hold you back… I promise…
[In the hospital….]
I move closer to Taemin… I took a chair and sat beside him… My hands were touching his face. I allow my finger to ran though his eyes, nose cheeks and mouth. It was getting colder and colder…
“Taemin… I know you can hear me…” I felt a salty feeling… It seems like I couldn’t open my mouth to continue… But I forced myself to do that…
“If you could hear me… Show me…” His heart beat meter starting to get irregular and back to regular again… He could hear me… I hold onto his hands and slipped a wedding ring onto his finger…
“In this lifetime, we may not be able to live together, but I hope the next lifetime, we would be a happy couple…” I kissed his hands, he doesn’t seem to be rejecting…
“Taemin… I need your help… I need your courage to help me to decide something… If you say yes, make your heart beat irregularly… If no, stay calm…” His said yes with his heart… I took a deep breath in…
“Do you really want me to let you go?” Yes was his reply… I blink away the tears in my eyes…
“YOU WHAT?” Key was screaming… He couldn’t believe what I said…
“I think I should let go…” Jonghyun calm his baby down by hugging him from the back..
“What if miracles happen and he wake up one day?” Key wanted to give me a punch but was held back by his lover.
“What if it doesn’t? Does this means he has to trap in that world forever?”
“At least he’s not hurting in his heart!” I pass him the diary and showed him those entries… Key completely broke down on the floor… Jonghyun just hugged him in his arms, petting softly at his back. I could only hear Key crying…
“If only… If only he allows…” Key managed to say it between his tears…
“Could you let me kiss you again? For the last time? Let me feel like it was before?” He agreed… I lean in to touch his lips, the feeling was the same… He didn’t felt anything else… It was like back in the past, where every time our lips touches, there was this feeling… A tear stream down his angelic face…
“Merry Christmas, Taemin… ” I saw a peaceful smile on your face, this time round, no doubt about it… You were really smiling… I switch the machine off, everything has reach to an end… Even our relationship too… Goodbye forever…
My Christmas gift to you was eternity release from pain…
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Pairing: 2min (Taemin/ Minho)
Rating: PG 15
Genre: Angst
Chapter: 4/4
Summary: Taemin gone missing and Minho is worried about his safety.
-Minho POV-
“I will be fine hyung. I got your love with me.” He smiled sweetly, I just grinned. I just felt so blissful. I hold on to his hands and smiled. Maybe life was getting better and better. It was something good…
“Alright… Go to bed now…” He closed his eyes and falls asleep quickly, his angelic face sleeping peacefully; there was even a small smile on his face... I could feel the sleepiness, soon enough I dozed off.
-Taemin POV-
Peeking with my eyes, he was fast asleep on the chair. I took my hands away from his. I wasn’t worthy enough to touch his hands anymore… I was dirty, while he was clean not polluted at all. I look at his face once more, the face which I will always love… I could just stare at his face for the whole night through….
Mianhae, hyung… I lie to you.
-Minho POV-
The morning, he was still on his bed and his hands interlock with mine. I smiled to myself, it was a good start today. He didn’t have nightmare last night… It was a good start. I saw him rubbing his eyes, and look at me lazily.
“Good morning, sleepyhead.” I laugh cheekily and let go off his hands to get ready for work. I still felt something was missing, I just don’t know what it was. I washed up myself and gotten ready for work. It was nine in the morning, I have to leave the house now or I would be late, but I’m still worried…
“Maybe I should stay at home to keep you accompany?” He pouted at me, how cute.
“I’m not a kid anymore, hyung… I can take care myself. ” His childish tone, I know his all grown up, but I just want to take care of him… Somewhere deep down in my heart still couldn’t let go.
“Are you sure you don’t need me?” I asked one last time with the door open. No matter how many times he says he doesn’t need me, I can’t seem to leave the house. It was like something or someone was pulling me back.
“I am sure! 100 percent sure.” I took a step towards him and hugged him tightly in my arms. I smelt the lavender shampoo he used.
“Take care, alright… You can call me anytime…” I whispered into his ears. I planted a light kiss on his forehead and then let go. He was smiling sweetly…
“Don’t have to worry about me… I’ll be fine. I won’t go missing like I did last time. ” He assured me, but after what had happened the last time, I just couldn’t feel safe without having someone to look after him…
“Call me if you feel scare, okay? Lock the door and don’t open for anyone… EVEN the mailman! Tell him to fuck off and come back when Key is at home with you. Alright? If it was a bad guy, Key can settle it for you with his colorful language.” I kept repeating and repeating. He just plainly nodded. I just had a bad feeling… Maybe it was a bad idea to leave him at home all alone.
“I think I better stay. I’ll call my friend to tell him that I’m busy I can’t help his mom.” I wanted to walk in, Taemin just stopped me.
“Stop being wishy-washy… Since you promise your friend, you should help him! Key hyung will be back home in the afternoon, he will take care of me when he comes home. I promise, I will take goooood care of myself.” He raise his little finger to me, I hook it with my little finger. We made a stamp on our thumb. It was our way of promising each other…
“Alright.” I grumbled. Since he promised, I’ll take it… I left the house for work. I was helping out in a gift shop... There were a lot of people coming in and out. The business here was busy… My left eye started twitching; there was an old saying… When your left eye twitches, something bad is going to happen. Oh god… I hope is not true…
-Taemin POV-
“Alright.” He grumbled. He closes the door and walked off. The moment I could no longer hear his footstep, I hugged my knees, buried my wet face between my knees. Both of my hands was clutching tightly onto my arms. Why did I even let Minho touch me…? I’m not worth his touch… Not anymore… The day which I was raped, I’m no longer qualified to stay by his side… I was a selfish jerk. Keeping Minho with me, preventing the love that was made for him to come close to him…
I went to my room again, I took the key. I hold it like it was a knife. Stab! I stab it on my right thigh beside the old wounds. This is what you get for holding his hand. Stab! Another wound right beside my fresh wounds. This is what you get for being in his arms. Stab! The third stab on my left thigh cause I was running out of space on my right thigh… This is what you get for loving him... I allowed the blood to trickle down my leg… I smiled contently at myself... The feeling was marvelous…
I walked to the bathroom; I wash away the blood that was on my leg. I have to wash away the evidence of cutting myself… If not, I won’t be able to releases my pain anymore as having people looking at me twenty four hours. After he found out that I cut my hands, I know my acting has to do a full one. No matter what pain or how much I want to cry, I have to bear it. Until I’m all alone… My blood has stopped oozing out from my wound. It was time for me to go out.
I walked in front of my wardrobe. It only reminds me of how much I love white… I’m no longer suitable for white anymore… It’s a disgrace to the colour white if I wear it… I changed into a black parka and a jean. Before Key gets home, I must be at home. I rubbed my eyes, I was tired… It has been a long time since I get to sleep… Every night, I would stay wake just to let Minho has his sleep… I can’t seem to stay awake at first, but slowly, I’m able to control myself. I don’t know how long I could continue this sleepless night.
I took out my wallet and place the money in. I already had in my mind what Christmas present it should be. My hands were cold and trembling… Outside… The place ones bring me forever pain which leads me to saying eternity lies… How I want to run away from the reality...
I took my first step out of the house, I was shaking… My fingers sink into my shoulder, there wasn’t any wounds made, just marks… I smoothen my irregular breathing, fear was causing my heart to beat faster… It took me thirty minutes just to calm myself down… All the way, my hands were gripping on to my jean tightly, not letting go…
I set off the crystal shop, there was lots and lots of design… Piano, house, violin, swing… angels… Something caught my eyes. It was a simple design of an angel. Both of its hands were cupped together, forehead lean on his hands. It seems like it was praying for someone safety… This was perfect… Minho was always like my guardian angel, protecting me, caring for me… Crying for me… Yeah… Cry for me when I was in pain. Hurt for me when I was hurting myself…
I can’t cry now… Not in this shop… I quickly asked for it at the counter and paid. It was in a brown box, I took it out… Maybe I should buy another box to keep this… I stopped at my track, holding the crystal at my eye level. Light shone into the crystal... It’s so bright… It seems like it was alive… A noticeable tear was on its face… A crystal figure was crying? The pain of a guardian angel is to see the one you are guarding… Crying senselessly…The light dimmed off, I guess I should keep it back into the box… The moment I put down my hands…
He was there… The bushy eye brown, small brown eyes, that long scar on his cheek and the thick plum lips… My never ending nightmare… The leader of that gang… A smirk was on his face… No… no… I step back slowly… He was walking towards me… The horrible past… It’s coming back… He quickens his step, no… no... I started running… No! No! Don’t come close to me! I kept looking back… He was there… He was there!
The stench, the pain, his touches…. It seems like it only happened yesterday… One of my hands was on my head, pulling my hair… My head hurts! I just have to run across the street… Minho will be there… He would be there… I didn’t look around at all, I made a dashed across the road… Bright light shone on me… An angel in the sky was crying with a smile…
Take me… Take me with you…
-Minho POV-
I felt so uneasy… Maybe, I should give a call home…
“The name I love once in this life, has going further and further away from me…” Key called me?
“Key hyung? What the matter?”
“TAEMIN IS MISSING!! IS HE WITH YOU???” He shouted at the phone… Taemin?
“Isn’t he at home?” I inquired, how can he not be at home?
“He isn’t at home… Minho, I’m scared… Taemin… I don’t know where he went…” Key was near to tears…
“I am coming home now…” I hung up the phone. I excused myself, my friend knew what had happened to Taemin and he allowed me to go off. Thank god… The moment I was out and standing along the curb… A loud screech caught my attention… I took move forward slowly… A crystal which was shaped like an angel rolled to my shoes…
[At their house…]
I allowed half of my body to lie down on his bed… I rubbed my face on his bed, trying to feel his warm that linger on his bed… I hated myself… Why did I have to go? Why didn’t I stay at home? Why didn’t I check his thigh? Why didn’t I feel his pain? Why didn’t I know he was suffering from hallucination…. Why? Why? WHY?
“He could no longer wake up…” I froze…
“He can only live on with this machine… He could hear you, he could think but he won’t be able to move… This is the best we can do…”
I stretch my hands underneath his pillow… I felt a book… It was another of his diary… This time, it was written in a black book. Titled… The painful days… I flipped the pages; it started when he got back home…
It feels like a long nightmare… A nightmare which it seems impossible to wake up… I tried to kill myself in the dream, but there was a hand holding onto me, holding onto my life… The hand didn’t allow my soul to get in peace… It tells me not to give up… The pain that I get from the dream it’s killing me. The moment kept replaying and replay… I want to leave, I want to die, but the hand kept holding on to me…
The moment I was released from the dream… I saw his hands holding onto mine… Why Minho… Why didn’t you allow me to die? No matter how many times I tried to kill myself during the kidnap, they kept saving me back, pulling me back when I’m at the verge of death… When I’m back, they sent me back to the verge of death again…
Minho… Your are only doing the same… Saving back from the cruel and sent me back there… I would only be in more pain..
Sorry Taemin… I couldn’t bear to let you leave me… I don’t know that you were suffering so much… I had known better, I would let go…
I accidently cut myself today… The blood that was flown out… I felt better… So much better… I like the feeling see myself getting hurt… Because, I deserved it… I couldn’t get to sleep… The moment I closed my eyes, I could see it… Even if I fall asleep, it hunts me in my dreams… I cried myself to sleep, but I got up by my dream again… It was like a never ending nightmare…
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I woke up early to make breakfast today… Anyway, I couldn’t sleep, how about lessen the burden on Key?
I felt disgusting to be hugged by Minho… It only brings back the memories which I tried to forget… I cried in front of him today… I’m such a weakling… I’m not sure if he knows my tears… In the future, I bet I wouldn’t never be able to let go… Every hug and kisses, only reminds me of that day… I’m sorry Minho… I cut myself again… I found out it only temporary ease my pain… I had to cut twice to lessen the pain…
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He found out that I cut my hand… I couldn’t do it again… I have to act fully for him… He won’t be able to notice my pain…. I found a new area to cut… My thighs… Since I don’t have a short pant that will show my thighs… It was the best place… I will still look normal… Minho won’t get suspicious.
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My plan was going well… He really thought I was fine… I don’t see him suffering anymore… It’s like we were back in the older days… I just have to bear a little more… Just a little more, he would stop all this caring… I heard from the phone… His friend is inviting him to work… That’s great… I could sneak out the house to buy him a Christmas present…
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Taemin… Taeminnie… I didn’t know you were in so much pain… Taemin… I shouldn’t have hold on to you… Letting you suffers so much… I will no longer hold you back… I promise…
[In the hospital….]
I move closer to Taemin… I took a chair and sat beside him… My hands were touching his face. I allow my finger to ran though his eyes, nose cheeks and mouth. It was getting colder and colder…
“Taemin… I know you can hear me…” I felt a salty feeling… It seems like I couldn’t open my mouth to continue… But I forced myself to do that…
“If you could hear me… Show me…” His heart beat meter starting to get irregular and back to regular again… He could hear me… I hold onto his hands and slipped a wedding ring onto his finger…
“In this lifetime, we may not be able to live together, but I hope the next lifetime, we would be a happy couple…” I kissed his hands, he doesn’t seem to be rejecting…
“Taemin… I need your help… I need your courage to help me to decide something… If you say yes, make your heart beat irregularly… If no, stay calm…” His said yes with his heart… I took a deep breath in…
“Do you really want me to let you go?” Yes was his reply… I blink away the tears in my eyes…
“YOU WHAT?” Key was screaming… He couldn’t believe what I said…
“I think I should let go…” Jonghyun calm his baby down by hugging him from the back..
“What if miracles happen and he wake up one day?” Key wanted to give me a punch but was held back by his lover.
“What if it doesn’t? Does this means he has to trap in that world forever?”
“At least he’s not hurting in his heart!” I pass him the diary and showed him those entries… Key completely broke down on the floor… Jonghyun just hugged him in his arms, petting softly at his back. I could only hear Key crying…
“If only… If only he allows…” Key managed to say it between his tears…
“Could you let me kiss you again? For the last time? Let me feel like it was before?” He agreed… I lean in to touch his lips, the feeling was the same… He didn’t felt anything else… It was like back in the past, where every time our lips touches, there was this feeling… A tear stream down his angelic face…
“Merry Christmas, Taemin… ” I saw a peaceful smile on your face, this time round, no doubt about it… You were really smiling… I switch the machine off, everything has reach to an end… Even our relationship too… Goodbye forever…
My Christmas gift to you was eternity release from pain…
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Alright, I'm done :D
The fic is locked in my journal actually :X
but I needed to unlock it here because of the fact I'm doing up a sequel :D
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