Busy....that's the only word for this.

School? Ugh.... and if anyone knows who Mr. Davidson is then they can surely agree with me that he must be the spawn of satan or something of the sort. Why me ( Read more... )

Why do I always like the ones that I can't have, and not like the wonderful ones who are right in front of me? Why does my heart decide and not my head? Because if my head were deciding then I would most definitely be with the perfect guy.... but no. I just wish that it was clear cut and easy, and I mostly wish I could see the future...but since I ( Read more... )

I really need to stop lying so much....that was a close one.

Night y'all. <3

I've been pretty stressed lately, what with missing three days of school and having my mom working non stop just to provide for us. The only solace is that I am officially getting my car in about a week, so that is going to put me on cloud nine for atleast a month ( Read more... )

Ok, so it's not that exciting. All Erin and I have done is gone swimming and tanned and woken up at 2 a.m. for papas(if she weren't my best friend, I don't know if I would get up at that ungodly hour). I miss home, but it's actually extremely relaxing here, even though it's completely devoid of any males. I know, I'm surprised too. Well, I miss Mig ( Read more... )

Sayf and Erin broke up. ::world ending:: It was a long story, so I'm not going to get into it, but I think it was for the best because Erin was just beating herself up for the weird moods he was getting into. They both agreed that they still love eachother but that it might be best to take a break. And then when we were driving home finally at 2 a. ( Read more... )

Today I have had a lot of time to just sit and think about things. And I'm realizing that I'm a pretty messed up person. Ok now, don't think I'm feeling sorry for myself and want your pity, but it's true. Sometimes I think there is something wrong with me. Why can't I accept who I am? Why can't I accept the love that other people give to me? Why do ( Read more... )

Everything is back in order here at the house, except now I am worrying a little about some things(that's me in a nutshell ( Read more... )

Here's me and Erin, passing time at the mall. Funny thing, we were starving but spent our last $6 on these pictures. We sure do have our priorities straight! ;-)


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Ok, problem.

So remember how I was talking about this guy that I met? Well I ended up getting over it because I know he is going away and I will find someone anyway, buttttt..... he likes me a lot. He sent me this email where he was talking about how much of a connectiong there was and how he wants to do whatever it takes for us to be together. ( Read more... )