I have a sinus infection and medicine that makes me sleepy and my boyfriend's three hours away.

So Wes left to go home for a few days in Eastern Ky. which sucks but not much I can do about it. I really want to make this pasta stuff but it requires milk and I am currently out of Soy and Organic, guess i'll just use water. I miss my friends. I feel horrible today, I need to do some problem solving homework but I don't feel like it. The family ( Read more... )

So i'm home for the first time since friday, and it sucks. I really loved spending the entire weekend with you. I love you so much and my aunt is here which sucks so i'm writing this and eating some pizza and then i'll probably go to my room and call you or watch tv or just go on to bed. And today meant so much to me even though you might not think ( Read more... )

Night time cold medicine makes me delirious.

I'm sick and I have nightmares that won't go away. I want to lay around in 2 day old clothes and cry and paint nails and smell bad and listen to the storms that I hate so much with anyone else except you. I don't want to go to school today because I'll end up crying half-way through it. But I want to bring this memory up ( Read more... )

This song.... I finally have everything in this song that I would normally hear and probably cry because I would think I would never have it and I still feel incomplete. Not incomplete because of you because you're all I need but incomplete like everything I do is useless. I have no clue why I feel like this right now but I do and I want it to go ( Read more... )

So the doctor never called my mom today which means I have to wait until monday to find out. Show tonight was kind of lame. But I did see Stephen and some other people I haven't seen in forever. Oh and Courtney being "so mad at the teacher that gave her so much homework" was fucking the best thing I've seen all week. God she was so angry. Tomorrow ( Read more... )

This day has been the day from hell and tomorrow will be worse. I've been a bag of emotions all day. Absolutely everything hurt my feelings, if I heard the word "cancer" I almost started crying. Mom gets her results back tomorrow and I'm going to be a nut case in school because all day I'll be waiting on her to get the call from the doctor and I ( Read more... )

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