i dont think today could get any better right now. the weather is so perfect! i am done with classes, my last was cancelled. i did decent on my psych test and i can still do corrections. i think i am going to venture south by myself today for some alone time. this weather is making be get out and do shit every day. monday i worked then we ( Read more... )

so this weekend kinda blows dogs for quarters. firday was ok until the hippies tripping on acid showed up at 3 am at my apartment. seriously fuck them. i am so sick of people living in a fucking dream world. its great to have big aspirations and to be idealistic but sometimes they are just so fucking stupid and backwards. i hate it when people ( Read more... )

so my week is gonna suck, i have 2 tests, 2 papers. i hate this week. a kid i graduated with died today. it seems like people my age are just dying lately. i don't want to die at 20. there is so much more out there for me to experience. i dont know its just weird to hear about people u knew for like 7 years of your life dying so suddenly. i ( Read more... )

i can't wait for these 6 weeks to pass. i am sick of school and i am sick of having to run on a schedule or even care what day it is. i need summer now. the weather was so whack this weekend. and the time change fucked me up because i stayed up till 6 saturday night, slept till 330 on sunday afternoon, couldnt sleep again until 3 last night and ( Read more... )

i hate not having money, i didnt budget well these past 2 weeks. i have like 110 for the next 5 days. i mean i can deal with that, its more than enough but i wish i hadnt eaten out or bought so much cigarettes. its ok, when we go to detroit for easter i will stop in indianna and get a carton, i am sick of paying so much for cigarettes in the city ( Read more... )

talking to p weinerz always clears my head, she is like a childhood friend to me. two peas in a pod. we should get that tattooed on us. we were just talking about life, love, relationships (or our lack of them) and i was thinking i dont see why everyone is so desperate to be with someone. the older i get the more i understand the saying you ( Read more... )

keep in mind the seasons are changing.

i am sick of everyone fighting lately. i dunno i was just thinking about a year ago and how excited i was for the future and talking to pauline about how happy we were to all be friends and feel like we actually had it figured out. these would be my friends for life. do we ever really have it figured out? how often are we happy these days? i ( Read more... )

this week is going to be a breeze, at least i hope, no more tests, no more stess, just straight chillin. seriously. i work today and thursday too but i get paid today! more money means a movie or concert or cds, things i dont purchase anymore because i used to spend my money on pot. i need to learn to manage my money more appropriatly. for ( Read more... )

i have to leave for class in 15 minutes and i am eating an orange and reading a play. i just found a pot stem under my sheets. weird. lately i am really sick of being in the middle and i realised i am easily swayed by either sides opinions when i am with them. i can't do that. it is my job to remain impartial because this effects me on many ( Read more... )