Amanda you are awesome. I owe ya.

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I have no social life anymore. My job owns me... I am getting called in to work tonight. my bosses' boss said he will make me comming tonight worth my while when it comes time for a raise.

I just donno any more. As life goes on things start to change. I knew that. I never knew how much. I knew things would change, but people change a lot over time too. Looking back at my life I did a lot of changing. Looking back through the last month i have done a lot of changing. There are so many things that i wish i would have done. I try to not ( Read more... )

I got paid today that was pretty cool. I was looking forward to a couple days off, until i got a phone call from my manager today asking me if i would work tomorrow son not i am going to work on my day off. Its ok though I like getting more hours. I am really tired now sorry this isn't much of an update. I will write more later.

Sometimes in life we meet people and they make no impact in our lives, other times we meet people who completely change our lives. I have met the kind of person who came into my life and no nothing can be the same. Kellie is awesome and I praise god for her. She has taught me so much about me as well as life in general.

Kellie is the awesomest girl ever. In 2 days o have fallen in love with her. She has taught me so much and helped to figure out a lot of things. God is going to use her for some truely amazing things. She actually made me happy. She is so awesome.

I donno. Have you ever hurt everyone that you have ever cared about? Well I have. It really sucks. I have hurt so many people. I have realized this over the past couple days. I have tried to fix things with most of the people i have hurt but that doesn't seem to be going very well. The one person i have hurt the most is the one i care about the ( Read more... )

Homocidal suicidal everyday i live my life, going crazy in a days inn, walking round real late at night, u guessin im stressing people wondering why im always high u testin smith and wesson u the next on the list to die.