You have no idea. 

Dang it. I wish I were motivated to do anything.
I'm not even motivated to read the Bible.
I wish I were more like Andrew or Deanna in school.
[ Or shoot, them with the Bible too. ]
Taking hard classes, actually working.
All I do in school is "just get by". I'm taking classes
that are necessary to take this year, plus French,
which I guess is okay and ( Read more... )

http://calla365.livejournal.com/

I'll keep updating in this livejournal, but that one's more for me I guess.
It's the 365 project, but add me if you'd like to know what I do every day, haha.

Everyone here, is wondering what it's like to be with  somebody else. Everyone here's to blame, everyone here  gets caught up in the pleasure of the pain, everyone hides shades of shame, but looking inside we're the same, we're  the same. And we're all grown now, but we don't know how  to get it back to good. Everyone here, knows everyone here is ( Read more... )

Is it okay to be selfish sometimes?
To put my feelings over the other persons, because in the long run I'd be getting hurt a lot worse than them?
Is that okay?

[That's kind of a sincere question.]

10 things ( Read more... )

Can I please just move to New York now?

:).

April 7th I went to the Bean to see Mitchel Miglorie or whatever, and I put a newspaper into a cardboard container by the couches and wrote "I love you. You're beautiful." Today, October 29th, I went to the container and to my surprise the paper was still in there! Somebody had written back "I love you too. You're beautiful too." I thought that was ( Read more... )

1. reply with your name and i will write something i like about you ( Read more... )