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things are, boring?
idkkkkk.
it's not like i'm trying to make it any
different.
i did something
i probably shouldn't have done.
whatever.
my feelings are slowly changing.
now i don't know if thats
really a good thing?
or a bad thing?
maybe i'm not cut out for this whole commitment thing.
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wow no one has ever made me hate myself
this much.
except maybe one other guy.
what am i doing???
i'm just hurting
and embarrassing myself.
i really need to get away.
really.
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oh pretty baby
don't let me down i pray.
and let me love you.
you're just too good to be true.
i love this song so much.
it bothers me.
i've been hating myself.
the way i look.
the way i act.
the things i do.
the decisions i make.
the feelings i feel.
my self esteem has lowered.
i am unhappy at the moment.
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okay nevermind.
i think i just hate the world.
goodbye.
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i don't understand what happened to me.
i don't understand this whole situation.
i don't understand him.
i wish i did.
because he really is a good guy.
but he feels love.
and it's not for me.
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY.
if only.
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i had a bad dream.
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it's hard for me not to feel
what i feel
when you do the things you do.
how should i really take them?
anyways.
life isn't bad.
minus the fact that i woke
up in the middle of the night
and almost cried cause i was thinking
about how much of a failure
i am at school.
then i woke up again
showered
and didn't care again.
cool.
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so i was thinking,
when i first started highschool,
there was this girl,
that would always stare at me when i walked down the hall.
her and her friend would always
look at me, with a dirty look.
i didn't know them at the time.
but they knew me.
cause well, freshman year
a lot of people knew me.
cause of my sister.
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my mind is still driving me nuts.
ugh help me
please.