i want ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what sparked this but basically i have become a housing device for a bunch of horded spare emotions. I'm pretty pissed off right now and I'm not exactly sure why. is it maybe because I'm bitter with my mother? or maybe the fact that my best friend of 12 years has a new life and a kid and a fiance or whatever and hasn't even thought to ( Read more... )

adam
is
the best
guy

i know.

and im not just wroting it for no reason

i dated kristina: you know
i dated kristina: sometimes i wonder why we're still so close
i dated kristina: the way i see it is, you've fucked me over so many times
my heart stopped

i'm confused.

i have no friends at school.

goodnight

i had a rreally good day with kristina and cameo ( Read more... )

today wasn't that bad ( Read more... )

ps

i did shake things up... and too much

if anyone reads this, tell me :

-your favorite thing in the world
-a good book
-who you think is the most beautiful person in the world
-your favorite color that is not a regular rainbow color
-a dream pet you'd like to have
-anything about yourself i don't know
-one thing you like about me.

i started at starbucks

i fucking love it,
no li
i love it.
theres this guy
hes my age
hes cute
he workes there

i decided to stop drinking and become absitinent for now.
until i grow up a little that is

and for the other night- i'm really sorry for what happened, and i'm dumb, but so are you.

grounded. no cell fone. i cant think sttraight.

i started working at starbucks today and i love it ( Read more... )

i'm really happy ( Read more... )