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At Catalyst we are embarking upon a series called "An Unfinished Beauty" which is about the metanarrative of Scripture ( Read more... ) -
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I am currently on Lorazapam and so far I like it. Makes me sleepy and calm. Kind of like drinking 1 or 2 beers and stopping. Slow and calm. We'll see how this goes. Apparently I'm supposed to count my pills to make sure people don't steal them from me. Jerks ( Read more... ) -
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Went to the doctor, said he thinks it's a pinched nerve or a disk in my back that's acting up. Says in 85% of the cases it heals itself within a few weeks. So so thankful I don't have to get tons of tests. And hearing the doctor say "I have to tell you, I am not concerned about this," is wonderful ( Read more... ) -
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Well, it's almost three am and I am officially anxiety girl. I've been having some troubles with my leg being weird for the past week or so, and tonight I am just really feeling it for some reason. I had pain on Wednesday and Thursday, but it wasn't so bad on Friday. Pain was in my hip, butt, thigh, knee, and calf. I was worried about a blood ( Read more... ) -
from "The Hollow Men" by ts eliot
Between the idea
And the reality
Between the motion
And the act
Falls the shadow
For Thine is the Kingdom
Between the conception
And the creation
Between the emotion
And the response
Falls the Shadow
Life is very long
Between the desire
And the spasm
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I started therapy yesterday. So far I really like it. I think it will definitely help me work through things. So far it's already brought up a good amount of emotions... and I have only gone once. -
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Today started off extremely hard but got a lot better. At 11 last night Bryan was asleep and Nyquiled up. He was talking in his sleep, then waking up and speaking nonsense. I got worried that his fever may be spiking, and if it gets too high it can leave permanent damage. It sounds like word salad "I'm so happy I'm in the middle of the paddle ( Read more... ) -
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Bryan is sleeping but his breathing is still ragged; I'm taking him to the hospital first thing in the morning. When he sleeps, while he breathes like this, so loudly, then so softly, with little moans and sometimes words... I don't want to sleep. I want to stay awake and listen to him breathe and make sure he is alright. So it's ten o'clock ( Read more... )
