last night i was watching a special on E! about the top 15 celebrity bounce backs - celebs that got fat then lost the weight. i was watching it primarily as inspiration for my own weight loss goals... but then in occurred to me somewhere along the line how UNHEALTHY i am right now. i mean, it's not even the extra jiggle that scared me. it was ( Read more... )

I've had the best 4 days in a long while. He gave me everything I could possibly need these past 4 days... And I have been in a state of euphoria. Miki's just nothing short of amazing. He's everything I could have asked for and I feel SO blessed to have him. He's done a fantastic job in keeping the smile on my face ( Read more... )

is different now. in the not so distant past, i knew how each day would generally turn out. if it was gonna be a good day or a bad day... and i had a more or less sustained disposition throughout the week.. or at least throughout the day. but recently my mornings are no indication of how my afternoons or evenings would turn out ( Read more... )

i've been having trouble sleeping lately... only got decent sleep last night after my body had endured all the sleep deprivation it could. i seriously felt the weight on my shoulders and come around 10:30 i just shut down completely. the reason for the onset of my insomnia isn't a real mystery. one can easily guess it's because i'm leaving in 3 ( Read more... )

i've been coming here a lot lately, wanting to write but never knowing what to say. that never used to happen. i used to update everyday, sometimes even twice a day... i don't know what happened. i think at a point, i'd be so tired at the end of the day that i couldn't bring myself to make the effort to write something substantial... and i'm not ( Read more... )

we'd just ended an evening of laughter, good food and great company... colored by a state of slight inebriation. you dropped me off and bade me good night, just as you had done innumerable times before. you promised to drive safely, keep your doors locked, and your seatbelt on. you said you'd let me know the moment you got home... nothing about ( Read more... )

first of all, i would just like to reiterate what contempt i have for the new facebook. and all those god damned tests. i mean, fine, you take these quizzes when you're bored and it's fine. but now it just has to SHOW UP on your home page all the time and now it's FLOODED with all these ridiculous which NBA player/twilight character/comic book ( Read more... )

I really got to appreciate my friends this weekend...:) thanks for the love guys. -ENORMOUS HUG- i love you all right back :)

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rica: why do i have a more manly music history than you ( Read more... )