no longer am just classifyed as depressed, now an additional diignosis,mood disorder ( Read more... )

i went to rocky for the first time with helene, sid, alex, and their friend (i think her name was) jess. so much came out of this night...i dont think i'll ever forget this one. we went their not knowing any one and to start off deep conversations. after that we met ariel who had a migraine.. helene had aspirin in the car and we all started talking ( Read more... )

drama
DRAMA
oh wait no!
PIGGY LIGHTER
dance pig lighter dance

so caught up in add land its hard to hold a though, twenty seem to work but never one. friend cheated, i'm useless, their crazy ( Read more... )

damn her for being so damn intrusive. *grumbling*
i hate when people just come in my space, you knock, you wait, i open. simple procedure, yet never followed why? damn human.
i'm going to make a sign.

although still mildly medicated from the half asses sleeping pills, i went out with nichole, her bf, and two other guys. one of then,dan, she thinks i'll have some kind of attraction to because he has a mohawak ( Read more... )

mother found the ham, thanks to helene and chiviva's car chatter hes become a welcome member of this hell pit of a home ( Read more... )

three battle scars from handling morrison while he decided to panic and chomp off a finger or two. hes the new addition to the house, that my mothers unaware of. i figure it'll take a least two to three weekes for her to relize where the noises are comming from.
his bites are worse than my cats.
still good for the first full day.

yesterday in "gym" class, which consists of a bunch of us watching a tape hola hopeing or yoga mats, i went a tad to far. i hurt every where, unfortunatly mostly my ass. jesus christ, ow.
ok nest subject.
tonight i'm going over helenes house for saboth/succa, and sleep over. then off to morgans for a curb your enthusiasim party.
busy weekend so

recently it seems i've been getting a grasp on myself, less inclined to let my emotions run wild. how long it will last is up in the air, but it feels substancal. little things you pick up from trying to place the chaos in cronilogical order.