Today was my last day of classes! well, still have lab tomorrow, but i never really count it. i'm so ready to be done and get away from crap. Although it would be nice if i could keep living here for at least a week, drama and work free ( Read more... )

Does anyone know the feeling in your chest you get when one moment your heart feels heavy and like you might want to cry over ur usual crap, but then 3 minutes later something completly different makes you laugh hysterically and feel good?
I have that now. it's interesting. and some how the feeling balances out to something not so good.

This was a good weekend. very long and relaxing. I got to come home thursday night and i'm not back in SB until tomorrow morning, so i've had a lot of time. I got all my reading and stats hw done and i got to hang out with tons of family and my best friends ( Read more... )

This weekend was definetly not as tiring as the last, but it has been way less productive ( Read more... )

The dance tonight was so good. i had a great time and danced almost non stop. my dress worried me for a bit while i was twirling, but whatev. if i ever showed too much, i hope ppl enjoyed the view lol ( Read more... )

Today was pretty damn good. Class and homework actually lame, but then i got to hang around, watch tv, and go BOULDERING ( Read more... )

Someone please shoot me. maybe then i'll stop thinking this way. i love this feeling and i feel all good inside, yet im so frustrated. i'm stuck. i can't do anything. i'm hopeless....because i can't let go of that hope...

DONE WITH MIDTERMS! I don't think the Lit one went too great, but hopefully its curved and that helps me. the sad part is that when i handed my ta the blue book she smiled and said she's sure i did great. she's in for a disappointed, but meh, i just need to pass ( Read more... )

I don't know what the hell to do about my lit class. i can't even start a 3 page paper. i'm so going to fail that class. fuck ( Read more... )

I thought today would start off well because i got out of 2 lectures early, but then i discovered that today fucking sucks ( Read more... )