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[callmemaggo]

i use to think we would get married together. how stupid it sounds now. even while i type it. i use to fantasize about a house together in the city somewhere. i could never imagine myself in a small town. i also couldn't imagine myself without jeff a few weeks ago and that has sure changed

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[youcanttigatag]

the longer i spend time away from him the more i realize that what i did was right. that he was the one worth leaving.

I don't know what happened, but if he hurt you enough to make you say these things then you need to keep telling repeating that to yourself. Every day.

You don't miss him. You miss the idea of him. Of having some one in that romantic sense.
Deep down, when ever any of us break up with someone we tell ourselves "I will never find another person again." We make ourselves truly believe that "maybe he is the best I'll ever get"
And it's not true. It's up to you, though, to realize it's not true and move on.
It's gonna hit you like a ton of bricks one day and it'll be so refreshing. You'll see. But you have to hang in there or get out there and start looking again.

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