sometimes looking back on things makes me the happiest person ALIVE, because i no longer act the way i used to. i'm still sam, but the seemingly never ending bullshit at the time made transformed me into a really good person, i think and others would probably agree. i will never ever regret what i went through, but just goes to show who is true and ( Read more... )

as of yesterday, i am now a junior in college. what the fuck. i feel like i'm getting so old, but i don't feel any different. like i'm a 13 year old stuck in a 20 year old's body. idk, i think this journal also brings me back years and years, it's just weird omg okay stop ( Read more... )

i'm happy. i really am so appreciative of my family and friends, they are probably the best people in the entire world.

:)

I'm beginning to hate how sporadic and weird my journal has gotten. like, a lot of things have been happening to me in my life that is usually big enough to make an appearance on this thing, but i've been neglecting it. life is good and i guess that's all what really matters ( Read more... )

i am twenty years old today, that's really scary. amazingly enough my day with consist of no school or work, tanning, shopping, and dinner :) let's make it a good one sammy.

my deadline is march 14th and i don't know what to do. i can't lie, i'm feeling really scared and confused. this is when god comes into play, give me a siiiiiign! :(

it's safe to say that i am a firm believer in karma and that a whole lot of shit talking and a bad attitude will eventually catch up to you, in my case it caught up way too quickly. i'm not too upset only because i know i'm not cut out for most things and i can also consider it a relief but then another problem arises, i just can't stand/afford to ( Read more... )

today i was accepted to temple and saw the psychic, supposedly good things are going to happen.

i'm just really not happy now, sorry

dear week, thanks for making my life a financial, mental, and physical nightmare. please end. love, me.