i hate this fucking place...callmepookie_December 15 2003, 16:36:52 UTC
who the fuck wants to stay here anyway...all this drama shit...all this fucking cluelessness...i were have these guys/girls i wouldn't take anything for granted...do you know how much i want for someone to feel for me like half these guys feel for these girls...and vise versa. i swear i never did one thing to hurt anyone...and i fucking get screwed over time after time after time! what the fuck did i do to get royal fucked like this?! well you know what...i'm sick of it...and i'm sick of everyone...all i ever wanted was to be accepted...cared for...and maybe even loved just like i done with every fucking bastard out there. god if mike were still here everything would be soo much better...i lost the most wonderful thing in my life. he was too young to die. and i was too young to have someone leave me without saying at least good bye first. i should have been dying...not him...he didn't deserve it...but iobviously i do because i always am hurt after i let people know how i feel. what the hell?!?!?! i just only wanted to be loved
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Re: i hate this fucking place...brokenxsilenceDecember 15 2003, 17:12:06 UTC
yea..so I know I just IMed this to you,but-
I know you've been hurt so many times in the past..but babes you have so much to live for..so many people care about you. I care about you.
You are one of the greatest people I have ever met..for serious, when you joined band..you brought out alot in me, sides of myself I never knew I had. I told a guy I liked him directly, and I didn't tell have to have a friend tell him for me. You helped me do that. You always listened when I had a problem, you even tryed to help me out by talking to those people and trying to make things better.
I love you so much Inga..yea<3..get better SOON.<3
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I know you've been hurt so many times in the past..but babes you have so much to live for..so many people care about you. I care about you.
You are one of the greatest people I have ever met..for serious, when you joined band..you brought out alot in me, sides of myself I never knew I had. I told a guy I liked him directly, and I didn't tell have to have a friend tell him for me. You helped me do that. You always listened when I had a problem, you even tryed to help me out by talking to those people and trying to make things better.
I love you so much Inga..yea<3..get better SOON.<3
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