So Star let me barrow her DMX cd to burn and it popped into my head this is "It's dark and Hell is hot" the cd i used to take from Rob on the bus and give back on our walk home. this is the cd that on track 8 is one of my fave songs. I hadnt heard it in years since 7th grade and before i even put it in I was singing the song... then i put the cd in ( Read more... )

So after two days of no phone calls or anything of that sort. He showed up. not unexpected he told me he was going to and i was planning on giving him that letter. But when I looked at him and I looked at it I just closed the notebook and put it down. We watched a movie and we hung out for a while. I missed just chylling. he kissed me a thousand ( Read more... )

So yeah, I been sleeping a lot lately. I can barely stay awake long enough to breathe let alone stay awake long enough to do anything else.

Dennis stopped by lastnight, said he wanted to see me. He knocked on the door, I was almost asleep, I jumped outta my fuckin skin... OMG... I said come in and saw him.... It was like a flash of... I dont know ( Read more... )

As broken as I thought I'd be,
I'm not as far as I used to be,
I'm standing on my own two feet,
Walking with them easily,
Though I miss you terribly,
I know its better off this way,

You and I know nothings gonna work out,
if it happens to start out this way,
Its like trying to say that two wrongs make a right,
Like trying to say Day is Night,

I know its ( Read more... )

He said he was going to try things with Gina. Said if it doesnt work out then maybe we can see where we go. I told him I wasnt going to wait for him. I quit that shit a long time ago. If I still want to hang out and talk thats cool he said and that he understands if I never want to speak to him again...

I havent figured it out yet. If I ever want ( Read more... )

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~* You made me feel...
You brought me back...
You picked me up....
And you made me laugh...
My laugh has faded...
My legs are no longer firm...
I've turned around...
And I dont feel a thing....
I thought it might....
I thought I could...
I though I was good enough....
It turns out...

My feelings werent enough...
Or maybe yours werent...
My heart was ( Read more... )

I have gotten so much more confused in the last two hours than I have in the rest of my life...

I was helping Dennis out... at that house and he was at work. I told him I'd go up early and get some shit done before he got there. Gina showed up... She sat there for over an hour talkin to me. Telling me this and that and some I did believe, some I ( Read more... )

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