"fuck y'all, all y'all, if y'all dont like me blow me, y'all going to keep fucking around with me ur going to turn me back into the old me ( Read more... )

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it's not fair to just send this to one person and expect them to care. i can just post it here and no one will ever know right?? i iwsh i had the balls to take the knive and dirve it into my heart. i really wish i could do it. i dont wanna be scared anymore baby. please make this all go away. i can't even slice my fucking wrists, i'm too much of a ( Read more... )

so y'al know how i spaze and worry about stupid shit. well i'm trying to just convince myself to chill the fuck out and karma will kick in. u know, u get what u give. so yeah i'm really gonna believe in this shit cause it's been proven dude. shit when i dont worry about it and dont expect anything to every work out in my favor the fuckingfates ( Read more... )

ok so yeah scratch that whole hanging up on me thing, i guess the phone died. but yeah everything else i said i mean. and yeah that sleeping thing last night was a trip. simply put it didnt work to well....

So I know too much and I try too hard. That sums up majority of it all. Then some whore as bitch starts yelling at me and Big jim bitched her out infront of all her friends and we both left. Stupid hos! i'm fed up with my life with life in general. My parnets left today to go to Hamtramick and my mother says, "no parties." I laughed and replied, " ( Read more... )

Well you can all thank mommy for reading my shit and questioning me on it. So yeah i changed everything to friends only so a few of u have to get lj sns to read my shit. Smooth move mother.....

i dont deserve to be treated like that

I cry for the past,
I cry for the present,
I cry for all that I've lost,
I cry for all that I've gained,
I cry for you,
I cry for me,
I cry for all that we never were
and all that we will never be.
The past is gone,
this is all we have left,
let us never forget that

Childhood ( Read more... )