Is good, beyond my personal aspects of it. Here's hoping towards a reason for me to feel patriotism- for the first time.

Here's to President Barack Obama.

And here's to hoping that perhaps, perhaps America is pretty cool.

I love you. Each and every one of you wonderful souls in my life. Each and every one you. Beautiful people, knowing how to help and when, even if things such as those aren't in your mind- it makes a difference in my world ( Read more... )

Is odd. I know I'm learning. That's an amazing feeling after high school, because it happened infrequently there. But ( Read more... )

No seriously, fuck it. I hurt. Don't feel good.

hate throwing up. hate sneezing. want to cut my tongue out.

Thanks, life. Fuck you too.

I'd like to say, that with one day gone, college is pretty ok. Kinda long, but ok.

I'm living out of my parents house. As in, not with them. As in, I've got a new room. :)

I'm 18 now.

...and life is changing dramatically ( Read more... )

Mmk, so I guess... it's time I let you all know. I'm a loser. And yes, I'm worried about my KDR, because quite frankly, it sucks. HOWEVER. Yesterday, (though it's the same day for me and my insomniac-sicsleephatred- self, since I never, ever, ever, ever sleep. Hm, I wonder why?) I managed to get first place in a 25 minute game amongst 32 people. ( Read more... )

So I've noticed that whenever I'm depressed, I tend to assume that anything anybody says is an attack- and this assumption tends to bring attacks onto me, because when I get defensive, people tend to get angry with me.

Fun stuff, really. Good to know spirals have taught me how to circle deeper.