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[camandoamando]

so i havent updated in a while, mostly because the last like week and a half of my life have been the absolutely horrible, and im not just saying that. it all started when my grandmother got cancer, and that just sucked. to tell you the truth, it never even occurred to me that she would die the next week, actually until a few days ago she seemed

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[anonymous]

Now two years ago my grandmother died from an operation that she found out that she needed to have two weeks before she passed away. When we were at the funural me and 3 other people in my family had to carry the thing that the body is in (4 in the morning cant think of the word)out to the herse. Before that i didnt shed one tear, but as soon as i touched the thing that the body was in i started to cry. There was nothing i could do cause i had to hold it and no one could help. Thats the time when i realized that she was never coming back. So dont worry everyone gets that feeling. And the holidays bring the family closer by talking about the good times there were.