I saw Kate yesterday. It had been so long. Scary how she could have me. It's hard thinking I haven't been in her heart the way shes held mine. It's hard not really knowing. Alone out here wondering if she yearns for my closeness as I need hers. Could she know how she never left my thoughts? To me, her embrace seems the sanctuary of my ( Read more... )

I should write now, right? Something beautiful or some insight into my own ( Read more... )

I just submitted my future work plan. Its like 9 months or something. I've never committed to anything so long term. We'll see how they respond ( Read more... )

the skate park in heather farm was more fun the second time
the girl is crazy about drugs
im planning my life way to far in advance
ceramics, ALC, isreal, SB, ummm
thinking to work part time and dig into the clay

i finally painted a window and gave it to a girl that said she loved it ( Read more... )

i thought i found a girl for about a week there ( Read more... )

it been a while and as usual life has not been laying aside waiting for me to write about it ( Read more... )

not sleeping so much ( Read more... )

neat how long lj keeps all this nonsense ( Read more... )

finally slept outside. Kirby cove right across the bridge. free since i dont have a car ( Read more... )