I figured it out

[cambitad]

All this time I thought I was afraid of not knowing what happens after you die. And I realize that what I'm really scared of is death itself. All the nasty thoughts and the anxiety mostly happen when I'm home...ie at night. I tried to avoid it but I can't seem to get it out of my head. During the day I'm good.. I just might go insane if I don't

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[carforsail]

My only advice to you Daniela, is that I have none. I used to feel this way too, I used to damn near have anxiety attacks about it because I've never been religious. But you just ride it out. I haven't felt like that for a long long time. I don't know how to explain it, but eventually you just don't care anymore. I think it's a positive thing that you're actually thinking about things like this rather than distracting yourself from it.