I wasn't expecting to hear from you againagentivyMay 14 2008, 16:14:44 UTC
Do you miss me now because you and stephanie broke up? I missed you a long time ago, when you decided to write us out of your lives. You meant something to me. We were hurt for a long time. Then we moved on. What is different now? These questions aren't out of anger, just curiosity.
Re: I wasn't expecting to hear from you againcaseman984May 14 2008, 23:42:44 UTC
I was reading a bunch of old entries and I saw a lot of the good times, a lot of the comments you and Chris left me. I saw pictures you guys posted from california somewhere recently too. Just thinking of you guys, kind of just want to know you're still alive. Seeing Chris again for Pat's funeral was really hard, and I wish it would have gone better. I won't say its unrelated to not being with Steph anymore, take it how you will. Thats mostly what kept me from talking to you guys. Its not right but it is true.
Re: I wasn't expecting to hear from you againagentivyMay 15 2008, 00:34:43 UTC
Yeah, there were a lot of good times. Which is why it hurt so much when you followed along with her and said really hurtful things about me that I read in your journals, and that night we saw you at the movies was esp hard for us. Im sure I really don't know how it went at the funeral, but I know chris spoke his mind, which gave him closure so I am happy for that. We are doing really well out here in california. It was the best thing we could have done. We got to start over. I can't say that I havent looked at your journals from time to time. Something made me think of you all, so I looked a few days ago. Thats how I knew you two broke up. Im glad that you broke up, only because I always felt, esp after what happened with us, that you just went along with it because it was easier than speaking up. I hope that in the future that you can always be yourself, and never have to apologize for having your owning feelings and opinions. But I won't try to act like I know everything about you all as a couple. I just always really liked you,
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I saw pictures you guys posted from california somewhere recently too.
Just thinking of you guys, kind of just want to know you're still alive. Seeing Chris again for Pat's funeral was really hard, and I wish it would have gone better.
I won't say its unrelated to not being with Steph anymore, take it how you will. Thats mostly what kept me from talking to you guys. Its not right but it is true.
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