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[camelliaxnicole]

I thought if you were good, you were supposed to be rewarded, if you were bad, the you were punished. I have been good, so why am I being punished? I am so deserving.... so why can't I have it?

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[songgirl1230]

YOU WERE RIGHT...as usual...you were right (and i say this grudgingly) you know what i did this afternoon after studying for 5 straight hours??? i logged into my old LJ account and reread ALLLLLLLLLLLL the entries from before chris and i broke up and you know what i realized??? ABSOLUTE TORTURE SUCKS!!!!!! i went in and there was this comment from i think amber calling me a redheaded whore etc. etc. but the comment on the entries before that were all from you and/or chris-and all the ones from you were funny but the ones from chris all ended the same way-i love you lily. and you know what i figured out??? i figured out that i DO NOT miss him-i miss the idea of him and i miss being loved by someone for being me. my family is my family-they love me unconditionally-no questions asked but guys dont hafta love you and you dont hafta love guys so when one comes around and YOU DO fall in love, dont screw with it and dont mess it up-which i realized i did w/ chris unintentionally and with andy intentionally cuz frankly...i dont give a damn