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so not much is going on. I am just gonna write random crap in this entry, you may choose to read it or not, it's totally up to you.

so has anyone ever put on an act to make people think you are fine? I do. I don't think it's exactly healthy but I just don't want people to think there is something wrong, though most of the time, there is. and I ( Read more... )

Im sick.. and it sucks... *cough ( Read more... )

wow.. hehe... i cant see :-)

but its all good.

ya know what, i am getting sick of being considered a stalker. I want friends who actually care. I want friendsNot to sound all stalkery, but when Marshall was my friend, he actually cared. I think. but now he thinks i am stalking him. wtf. whatever, I'm just alone in the world anyways, so the less ( Read more... )

I told Kevin that life sucks... he asked me why... so here is my response:

Life sucks lotsa reasons... for example... I still dont have a boyfriend, nor will i probably in the course of my school life... or just life in general (Jannie, shush, i know what you are thinking)... all i can do is like someone, and sit back and watch them like someone ( Read more... )

Whether it's a street corner choir ( Read more... )

ooh and to be hugged when I am cold, and to feel better... ugh

shoot me now ((not literally))

Hold Onwhat an amazing song. no lie. this song has saved my life, you have no idea. I swear to god, this song is the only reason I am here today. When it first came out, and I saw the music video, it scared me, more than you could no, and whenever the video came on MTV or VH1, I would change the channel instantly becuase I was affraid of the words ( Read more... )

okay... I kinda wanna just get stuff off my chest in this entry... so ignore everything in this if you want, you can read it, but dont get all like freaked out and worried like crazy about me... because most of you tend to if i just say 'i hate life' so whatever ( Read more... )

I really fucking want my first kiss...

with factor C...