what happend to those days is it my fault there gone did i do somthin wrong yes i did i made the bigest mestake of my life i did somthin i will never forget i disrespected somethin that i love and the best way to show i love her is to say no u might not agry but i do and i think that if anyone thanks about haveing sex please dont untill u are with the right person the person u will be with for ever a person u cant trust i have lost my trust i lost evrything but atlest it was for someone i love if u could take back time i would do things write i would have never had sex with crystal and yes she might get mad if i say that but it is true i love her and that 5-10 mins of time is not worht a lifetime of love and a lifetime to gether i have never in my life seen my self findin love ther is nothin spealce about me theres nothin i did write in my life but if i could make things write i would have shown mroe respect to crystal and the people crystal love i lost all of my respect from eveyone and i will never get that back so please never make a mistake like that wait tell it is write i didnt i and i wish i would have becuase things would be so much better