tomo is the big day, i go to see the surgen and find out what im going to do,

i have never recived a newyears kiss

well my life is over and im going to kill myself now

so somthing is wrong, when i woke up today i couldent open my mouth, i looked in the mirror, my mouth was cacked with dried blood......scary isent it

http://fun.drno.de/flash/smokekills.swf

http://www.petv.org/

http://www.everyvideogame.com/gamelist.php?start=1&sys=all

i have degenerative spinal disease, lamen terms, the disk in my back are disintegrating, causing pressure on the spinal cord, causing pain and other shit that is to graphic for detail. so far its in L2 and 3, and it scares me, they wont do surgery cause of my age, they dont see it in my age range

im home now, and noone gets to eat my food, or drink my soda

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