Drifting

[camerilla]

It's almost my birthday and I find myself wishing I had at least another 3 or 4 months. I would use them to do the thing I should've been doing for the last several years. Propping myself up and coming to terms with who I am. As it is I crumble in the face of hardship and sink to the depths of "distraught" whenever I lose something or someone in my

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[thenaughtyfaery]

"My life does not need more people to examine my faults and lable me as "needs to try harder"."

Ouch, though I know a bit of what you are talking about. Been there myself. It's not a fun feeling. You have always been "lovable"!!! But it's hard to "love" oneself when in a relationship that sounds on the abusive side. But then again I haven't seen you two together lately.

I hope that your Birthday turns out wonderful & that you are surrounded by people who love & respect you & that you realise that.

*hugs*

[lucidtears]

I hope for a moment you can see as much beauty and grace in your words as I do.

Where are you and what are you doing this summer?

[camerilla]

I am in Northridge (aka "the valley" portion of L.A.) This summer I am diligently (sort of) seeking gainful employment. So far, no luck. Ah well. There's hope. In my desperation I may even end up hitting fast food pandering establishments. Gainful is gainful, even if I can never stand the sight of another burger.

What kinds of fun and interesting things are you doing this summer?