so yeah, this week has been hell, either from theday being too hot or the fucktards at shelter, or just feeling blah. also I know why I seem to have a constant need to be around someone for no appearant reason, I just remembered something that I was told about my very early life. Basically I have afear of abandonment, not just by people but by society itself thanks to the fact that I was only 1 1/2 when I first went to live with my grandparents, and only knew my mom for about as long as most of the late 90's Disney Toons (about 2 years.) hmmmm I wonder if I can work in Tandem with zir to get Feral an LJ, and then push skotti and the rest to start posting in theirs again, yup my abandonment issues have taken to the web with my "family"
and now for something completely different, an man with a tape recorder up his nose.