So for now I'm actually okay. It's been an insane rollercoaster these past few weeks. Breaking up with Tom kinda shook my foundation and then suddenly having people move out and then back into my house has been chaotic. I still don't really have a place to live. The good news about that is that my good friend Malindi will be buying a house within ( Read more... )

To what purpose, April, do you return again? 
Beauty is not enough.
You can no longer quiet me with the redness
Of little leaves opening stickily.
I know what I know.
The sun is hot on my neck as I observe
The spikes of the crocus.
The smell of the earth is good.
It is apparent that there is no death.
But what does that signify? 
Not only under ground ( Read more... )

Thank you everyone for all of your support. I really appreciate the sweet comments.

I'm definitely struggling, I won't lie. I tried to work last week, but couldn't really do anything outside of seeing the clients. And even then, I felt vacant and a million miles away. My 90-day review was pushed to tomorrow, so I've been on pins and needles waiting ( Read more... )

I'm useless.

Well, Tom and I broke up after nearly two years. I don't know what's wrong with me. Why I can't hold onto relationships. I must be addicted to loneliness and misery.

Lately I've felt that I'm not even recognizing myself anymore. I'm obsessed with exercise, coffee, tanning at a tanning bed, getting blonde highlights, and today I was working with an ( Read more... )

I hope everyone is having a wonderful Christmas so far!

Remember that the heart of this season is love.

Love to you all!

Got my Vue! Went to the bank yesterday, signed all the paperwork and it's officially mine. :) Damn it was a great deal.

I'm madly in love with it. It's Emerald City.


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HAPPY BIRTHDAY LISA!

Love you!

We're old.

NC was a blue state!

It was so close that they couldn't call it until now....yay NC! First time since the 70s it went Democrat.

Whew, I'm glad I voted!

I really hate being a woman some weeks. I hate bursting into tears when I'm stuck in traffic or just throwing a soup bowl in the sink because the soup's cold. It's only Tuesday, but so far it's been a rough week.

Days seem sooo long with this job. Meetings in the mornings and then appointments all afternoon and evening. I guess therapy just seems ( Read more... )