lola died;;
i LOVE my grandma. ;;;_;;;
loosing her is
soo..soo..so..
hard.
SHE'S THE RANDOMNESSSST LOLA (grandma) in the WORLD
she always yells, gives running errands, easy to get mad..
dresses like a teenager, doesnt like noise, loves casinos! xD,
wastes money, she's sick but acts strong, she's annoying...
but...
I LOVE HER,
& i know she does loves us too.
its been 10 years that she's been diagnose with heart disease,
since then she retired.
for the past few days,
she's been sickly.
but she doesn't want to go to the hospital.
but this wednesday (oct.7)
she asked my mom to accompany her to the hospital.
she did check-ups.
the doctor said that she needs immediate operation.
she went through an angioplasty surgery.
the surgery is successful.
she is an extraordinary woman
after the surgery she's still conscious.
still very strong.
she even told the doctor that she wants to get out of the hospital.
told my mom to go back to our house.
she can still yell, even after the surgery.
the doctor was all amazed and told us
that my lola is very strong.&&
the operation is a complete success.
she was moved to the icu (intensive care unit).
she slept.
she went to a deep sleep
the deepest sleep that she didn't even wake.
she died.
without us seeing her for the very last time.
at the age of 58?
isnt that too early?
;;_;;;;
"WALA AKONG KAPERA PERA BIGYAN NIYO KO NG PERA!!"
(i dont have money, give me money!)
-those were her last words.
before she died she's been knitting
a table cloth for our houses. she didnt even finished it.
OCTOBER 12 is her birthday.
were supposed to celebrate it tomorrow (october 11)
but she died.
my mom even told me to prepare 5 songs to play on the piano
for my lola.
but she's gone.
she doesnt even bother to tell
when she's hurting cuz' she doesnt want to
add more stress to my mom and uncles.
she's gone.
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