Okay...so even after I talked to Heather, and I was feeling a lot better afterwards, I'm still really upset and confused.  My feelings have been making me very depressed for awhile now and I don't know what to do anymore.  All I do now is go to class, sit in my room, and go to dinner (usually by myself).  I don't talk to anyone anymore, even the ( Read more... )

Alright...so I turn the big 1-9 on Sunday!!!  I'm so excited.  And what's even better is that I have the whole following week off of school!!!  So I want to go out and celebrate.  Who wants to help me?

Monday February 28th
Mongolian BBQ
8:00ish

Lemme know if you wanna come.  I haven't seen a lot of people since the yearbook signing party and some ( Read more... )

Why do I love you? You've never once given me a reason to. You've only ever been my friend or hurt me some way that has left my heart shattered in a million pieces waiting for you to come and trample over it the next time. I hope with every fiber of my being that you read this. I want you to know that I cry myself to sleep most nights over you. I ( Read more... )

You Are A Romantic You are more romantic than 100% of the population.
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If you read this,
even if I don't speak to you often,
you must post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.
Then post this to your journal to see what people remember about you.

Nobody would care, would they?

Wow. A lot happened last night and all I kept thinking about was how easily that could have been me sitting there crying. I wasn't only thinking of myself in a selfish way or anything like that, because I was so upset for you. You do not deserve what happened last night. It's just that I actually saw myself through you. That was me lying in ( Read more... )

1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex ( Read more... )

Okay...so who wants to hear how wonderful my weekend was? So all week I had a very bad toothache where I thought that I would be in less pain if I cut my teeth out with a big ass knife. Well I shot that idea down pretty quickly and took a shit load of Tylenol instead. I kinda took to many and had a slight overdose which caused me to be sick all ( Read more... )

GUYS SUCK!!!

Okay...now that I got that out of my system.  Why do I keep getting hurt?  It never even takes off and I still get burned.  I thought that I had all of this behind me.  I told myself that I just had to see him one last time and everything would be okay.  Well I saw him.  And it was a bust because I just ended up crushed.  I have been ( Read more... )