well i decided that i wanted to go to lexington to see drew because if i get that job on monday then i won't get any weekends off especially the 4th of july or anything.. and i miss him so much... but i don't have any money. and my mom has class until 7pm. and my parents don't like me driving that far at night. FUCK! i'm 19 ( Read more... )

so i got up early and went to sureway. the guy wasn't even there. so i came back an hour later to have him tell me to come back on monday at 9am. ugh. so i went looking for other jobs. i went to the dodge store but they were only hiring 3rd shift.. and i didn't want to die there... um.. i went to ellis park. i went to border's in evansville... i ( Read more... )

so i saw that sarah had posted about how mary-kate olsen is being treated for anorexia... well i can't say that i didn't see it coming. her pictures have been disgustingly thin for months. i think that if i were the twins though and i had that much pressure on me... i would have gotten that skinny when i was sick too. i wouldn't had stopped at ( Read more... )

i had to get up at 745am this morning. i had to take my student aid report to the voc. rehab people for my scholarship... they were going to be out of the office after 9 this morning. my mom could have faxed them the information, but she didn't want to have our information on the phone lines... haha yeah people can read that stuff through internet ( Read more... )

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well i went job hunting today, and after a day of boringness... i went in to see the manager of sureway (eastgate) and mindy put in a good word for me right there. he wanted to make sure i was willing to work whenever, and then told me to come in at 8am on friday with my application again. i guess that's training. i need to go buy some khakis then ( Read more... )

oh wow that makes me feel cool when people view my page from just random searching ( Read more... )

well yesterday i hit the biggest slump i have been in since i got here in california. i was talking to a friend of mine named caroline who i do dearly miss, and she sent me a picture of her boyfriend. well the picture was a part of one of those online picture albums so i saw recent pictures of her on there and talked to her about how she has lost ( Read more... )

i have heat exhaustion and dehydration. i've had things spasm and cramp up that i didn't know could do that... like a shoulder, a finger, my stomach muscles, my neck and even my jaw. that hurt the worst. i'm going to bed

yes that's right. i didn't get to go to hollywood today. yes the one place i've wanted to go since i got here, and like usual my uncle can't handle my happiness and refuses to go. actually what happened is ( Read more... )