Beginning to think that every little thing if everything was true or if it was all just one big lie... I don't think that anyone understands exactly how this all makes me feel... It makes me feel worthless, nothing in this world could ever take away this severe feeling of wirthlessness... Nor the waste I have begun to feel like... The people I ( Read more... )

If you are trying to keep up, my advice to you is... Stop trying now... lol... If I can't even keep up myself and it's me that we are talking about, then that's gotta say something... I like this guy and I can't decide if he's coming or going or if he's already went... And that is from two different perspectives... But if you're trying to see ( Read more... )

To those of you who knew who I was seriously interested in beyond the point of no reutrn... Well he now has a girlfriend so I have moved on... He's from Zanesville, a little younger this time... I know I know... Kind of surprising, but hey, maybe it'll be for the best? He's 19 right now, but has a birthday coming up next month... He's soo ( Read more... )

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This is my last post people, leave comments to this if you want or email me from now on to im_a_bitch_but_whats_your_pointt@yahoo.com ((yes there are 2 t's it was a typo I made when I created the account so it is supposed to be like that ( Read more... )

It's blah, I miss him. It's been almost 4 days since I've seen him. And I just wanna go crawl in a hole somewhere and cry till I can see him and I wont get out of that hole a minute sooner. Speaking of holes, wonderful hole a certain someone dug themself. You know who you are and why so I shouldn't have to explain it. I am now turning off ( Read more... )

This is what the little one has to say ( Read more... )

I'm really seriously starting to doubt that anything in this lifetime could mean nearly as much to me as a certain someone in my life does as of right now... He knows who he is and that's all that matters... I need to get a new name because I'm not "campbell crazy" anymore... Sure I was for a while, and I'm not going to try and lie about it, but ( Read more... )

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