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[stolengood]

[In one corner of the mess hall, there's a blonde woman with her feet propped up against the edge of the table, hoodie hood up, organizing and sorting and shining a collection of spoons. If you're looking for one you probably won't be able to find it anywhere other than her little nook]

((MOSTLY A MESS HALL MINGLE I won't be replying to everyone!

Comments

[lipstickittoyou]

Need some help with those spoons?

[lipstickittoyou]

Of course you care. You're a human being with feelings and someone you care about left. Of course you're going to feel something negative about it all. And that's okay. No one is going to look down on your or think less of you for hurting, you know.

[stolengood]

I never should have cared to begin with.

[lipstickittoyou]

That's not true at all. Caring hurts sometimes, but...it's important. You shouldn't give up because of camp.

[stolengood]

People leave everywhere. I know better.

[lipstickittoyou]

Just because people leave doesn't mean you shouln't get to know them or come to care about them. If Akiha left tomorrow, I'd still be glad to have met him and enjoyed what time I did have with him. I would still be an angry person if I hadn't met him, and I wouldn't want to give that up just because I was worried about him leaving some day.

[stolengood]

Why were you angry?

[lipstickittoyou]

Believe it or not, I hated everyone. I hated the way other people looked at me and thought of me. I was always seen as and thought of in regards to my being a woman. My gender always affected how I was treated. No one just saw me as a person, as Ebi, and treated me based on me. It was probably worse because I was a model.

[stolengood]

But you changed your mind.

[lipstickittoyou]

No, I still think people are incredibly ignorant in that respect.

[stolengood]

You're not mad anymore, though, like you were.

I just don't like people leaving. I want to be the one who leaves.

[lipstickittoyou]

No, because I met him. And if he left tomorrow, I would be sad, but I wouldn't regret anything.

[stolengood]

Neat.

[lipstickittoyou]

People leaving is a bad feeling, but it's worse to have never met them, don't you think?

[stolengood]

I haven't decided yet.

[lipstickittoyou]

Well, it's all still fresh. You'll feel better in time.