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Oct 09, 2011 13:11

[ SUDDENLY: A large button appears on your chest.

ASK ME ABOUT MY ________ ]

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healingcock October 9 2011, 20:43:41 UTC
[..............................]

What's that supposed to mean?

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burgercraving October 9 2011, 21:34:49 UTC
[Unrequited Love]

Are you you again?

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healingcock October 9 2011, 21:35:41 UTC
[awwww]

Yeah, it only lasted a couple days this time.

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burgercraving October 9 2011, 21:37:32 UTC
And no good reversal at the end.

Chizuru wants us to be friends.

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healingcock October 9 2011, 21:39:27 UTC
That doesn't surprise me in the least. Is it because of your...?

[gestures to the button]

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burgercraving October 9 2011, 21:42:06 UTC
... No. It's because apparently you messed up a lot and people give you a hard time for it.

Me, on the other hand-I don't care. Shit happens.

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healingcock October 9 2011, 21:43:50 UTC
Ah. I guessed since I went through that with my best friend for a long time.

[shrugs]

As much as I act like a human, I don't function on certain levels. I mess things up, and that's how I am. I'm learning, but it's a slow process.

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burgercraving October 9 2011, 21:44:38 UTC
Anyone who gives you crap is probably a giant hypocrite.

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healingcock October 9 2011, 21:45:39 UTC
Oh, probably.

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burgercraving October 9 2011, 21:46:35 UTC
And I don't really go around sharing ... personal crap, so it wouldn't have to do with this.

But what happened with your bestie?

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healingcock October 9 2011, 21:49:45 UTC
We were both nursing crushes on each other for years... for as long as I can remember, until I came to Camp he was all I had. I was all he had, after his brother left. Maybe "crush" isn't the right word--he's still my most important person above everyone else, even the people I love dearly. Mika exists on a completely different level, for me.

Anyway, we tried being in a relationship, and... it ended horribly. Damaged our relationship in ways I'm still trying to repair, and that was years ago. We're still close, but there's this gap now that didn't exist before we came here.

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burgercraving October 9 2011, 21:53:10 UTC
It failed.

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healingcock October 9 2011, 21:54:38 UTC
That's putting it mildly.

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burgercraving October 9 2011, 22:00:21 UTC
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healingcock October 9 2011, 22:01:35 UTC
We're still close, and I still love him... but we have separate lives now. We didn't have that for the longest time.

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burgercraving October 9 2011, 22:29:50 UTC
That isn't what you want, right?

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