I AM SOOOOO HAPPY!!!

Mike said we could start over!
NOT as a couple, but just dating and then see what happens...
and if we last and make it then we are happy and if we don't than at least we will be friends forever!

Which makes me so happy!

THANK YOU LORD!!!

Oh LORD ( Read more... )

its never to late...I will be waiting and hoping!!! I LOVE YOU!

please!!!!

I never expected this...
I am tired of dry heaving
it hurts so bad...
if I eat, I throw up
if I drink anything, I throw up
I can not sleep
I want to die...to take this horrible pain away...its a pain I have never felt before...and it hurts...I want to curl up and die...right now...

why did you break your promise you promised you would never

I don't know what to do...I am so lost right now...If it was something I did...something I said why can we not work it out...? You told me you would never leave me...I believed you...You told me you would never hurt me again...I believed you ( Read more... )

It's funny how much you both lied to me...how much you both said this wouldn't happen...how much you and himself said he missed me ( Read more... )

I HATE EVERYONE OF YOU THAT HAD A PART IN MIKE LEAVING ME ( Read more... )

Each day I drown myself in sorrows my tears shower down through eyes that are darker than that of the night sky.

I miss mike

my parents come home tomarrow not friday...got lots of work to do now!!