The feeling that has got to hurt the most, is when one of your bestest friends...leaves. Even if they are moving on to bigger and better things, and you know that their life will be better where they are going. You become selfish, and want them to stay just because of you. You want them all to yourself. I don't know what I'm going to do without you ( Read more... )

oh yes...and I need a new user pic...help?

So. Today I am venturing down to Myrtle Creek *banjo music chimes in* yes I am scared in case you were wondering. I am going to Mike's father's side of the family's reunion. Then coming home late in the evening...then driving to Salem. Yes, the rumors are true. Salem...yet again. Help. Me ( Read more... )

I am sooooo extremely happy! It is a BEAUTIFUL day! Its cold, and overcast...and I LOVE IT! ANNND my mom oredered me the most coolest neatest most fantastic CANADA coat!! ANNND lobster belt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Jenny is happy. Muy MUY happy. YAY! Squishes all around....My treat!

Well...I am happy! I don't like being depressed I mean c'mon, who does? So...no more of that nonsense! I through! Lol...for now anyways...but thats besides the fact...I think ( Read more... )

I am home!! Yes, its true...and I am ever so glad yet...ever so pissed ( Read more... )

Its boring here...and people came...and we knitted...which was fun...then they left...and now its just me...and i have the worst cramps in the universe and i think im going to die...or ill go cry...and knit.

Ok, so I'm in Salem. I have two new AIM names: LostBlackLamb and GoblinsEatPie
Add me, talk to me, comfort me.

I am bored. I miss Mike. I want my dog. I want music...but they do not own even a radio. Cruel.

So this is my last post until I am in Salem. I am not really looking forward to it. One of my biggest fears in life is being alone. I guess its time to face my fears. I think Brit is coming up on Wednesday, and anyone is welcome to join her, please do. Mike is leaving for three weeks on Sunday...ugh. I am going to miss him, I already do. I miss ( Read more... )

Ok so today, could quite possibly have been one of the worst. First I had boy trouble, but then I had major mother trouble. So I am sure that most of you know, that when my father dies he left a sum of money in an inuity account for my mum to access. It was to help raise me...and so far my mum has raised me by going to hawaii without me and now, ( Read more... )