I feel much better today, but for some reason i cant wake up...

I am tired. Tired of being so lonely, not having anyone to share my life with. Tired of being fucked with. Lately I have been happy, and I am not saying that I am not fine... I just wish shit would turn around how it should have been right from the beginning. I am not holding any grudges, I just dont understand why? I have kept myself buried in ( Read more... )

Today I hung out with Dennis. We went to the mall and I got my MSI ticket, and he got my orgy ticket. We went to best buy. I got my second septum ring... finally. We went and became sams club members. ANOTHER woman offered us her child... why? now I am just chillin at home. Sat night, I got my wings put on the tat. That was fun... uhh...

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Last night I got off work and hung out with dennis, we watched hedwig and the angry inch, it was so good. Then I went to hogans and we hung out there for awhile. Brittany came down and we went for a walk. Went to taco bell and I didnt eat, met up with brenna and matt, and smoked. I brought a brittany home because tyhere was no fucking way I was ( Read more... )

I hung out with dennis last night, very much fun. We realized tht we are in denial about growing up, because we are buying back our childhood. But yeah it was fun. i <333 dennis!

We went to DC last night for no reason, we parked the car and started walking... lost lost lost. Luckily we met guin and she got us back to the car. Then we fucking walked to terripin at 1 in the morning, we were headed for the graveyard, but brittany was too scared... heh. It was fucking great. Now I am tired again..**sleeps**

Woop Woop. Drama free. Pretty happy. All my pieces are inside. Working. Uhh... I dont have too much to write now. But I <33333 dennis. heh.

My last journal entry. For real. I need a place to live and I think I am finally ready to commit to someone who would commit to me. If mr. right reads this, My psychotica has run its course and because of a person who stuck their hand down my throat to remove pills, and drove me to somewhere to sew me up... I am FINALLY for once living for myself. ( Read more... )

journal is about dead considering offline now. but lets just say last night was weird, call me everyone 4104907112

Im not gone yet I have about 3-4 more days. Yesterday I spent with dennis and his new boy. OMG, i <3 his new boy he is such a sweetie. Thats about it. Trying to keep friendships up and running. Still taking a little too many pills, gotta love that. Okay well since it is 945, its time to go back to sleep till 12. <33333