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[candass]

You know, have you ever thought of past situations and what you said in them, and then say to yourself, "man, that was so fucking stupid" and then start to feel bad about yourself? Well if you haven't, feel rather lucky. Sometimes, like now, I wish I didn't have a memory or feelings for that matter even. I know you may think that if this was true,

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[keb]

i feel that way a lot... i think everybody does to at least some degree, and if they don't, i'd think that more of an ignorance than... well... i don't know what. i guess it's true what they say, ignorance is bliss. but, i've actually spent much time thinking about what life would be like, and how "wonderful" things would be if i didn't have to remember how stupid or ignorant i was, or how much of a bitch i was, or just how rediculous something was. but you know what i figured out; the reasons we've changed to become who we are currently are all due to those very mistakes of judgement or character. nobody can be perfect, or come even close to it in most cases. i think everybody hates themselves at least a little bit at some time in their life... but when you have issues or a chemical imbalance that already make you predisposed to crap, it seems like the past haunts you, like a ghost that you created... i hate to say this, and i know it's not something that can make much sense in words because it sounds far more simple and easy than it

[insatiableone]

love

[reuvenpeppers]

more love and i feel that way too. hey maybe we can like have a support system and stuff and have people tell us what we said wasn't so completely horrible and tell us we are still good people.

more love. and you're a great smart person.

[mrfaux]

dear candass,
everyone does stupid things. some people are luckier than others so their stupid things have less penalties but everyone does stupid things. we live in a stupid culture where you are supposed to be stupid but also be not stupid and its all very stupid. but when you get through stupid things you become more amazing and brilliant and fabulous so it all turns out right.

i wanna hang out with candass. can we hang out? i will bus to your house i dont care i wanna spend time with candass. because you are awesome and self loathing is no good. i find that although it is hard because i try to keep stuff in all the time it is often good not to be alone during a period of self loathing because then its juts me myself and i and we ALL hate each other. but i love love love me some candass. because you are fabulous.

love,
moseph
ps. call me please for hangouts 497-7335.