i want to tell him how i feel about everything ( Read more... )

so i went to kathys party last night. so i woke up at like 3 and then vanz came over. and then we watched closer. i love that movie. and then annie came over. then vanz left for dinner. then me and annie did my dads truck thingy. then i got dressed. and around 6 we left. and i told my dad im going. then i left. and we wait for the bus. it was ( Read more... )

so tonight i went with annie to the valleys to meet these guys that she blazes with. so her dad comes to pick me up and we go to sq1. and we get there and meet with dennis and run up the stairs, i actually went up two steps at a time which is hard for me. so we get on the bus. it was the bus that i usually take to go to my omas house. so i know ( Read more... )

yeah, so, last night i had people over for a "camp out" in my backyard. it started off with jessica and kathy showing up at my house and we sat around the table and waited for my mom to come with the tent cause she had to borrow it from her friend. we talked around the table and took pictures and what not. then my mom shows up and annie too. so we ( Read more... )

so last night was fun and weird ( Read more... )

me and sinead have the best conversations at night.
its cause wes cool
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it seems that everyone is saying that they're changing and shit. and good on you for that. and even I have said that im changing. but i think that i have it the hardest just due to the fact that the things im giving up are around me everyday. and i hate it. i just wish they'd stop too. too bad its too late for them.

i dont even know anymore. i went to see this counciler person with my friend today and i dont even know now. its not like he made me confused or anything its just i dont know what the fuck i was doing before. like i told him how i smoke and drink and shit. and how i think that its getting out of hand, which it is. and hes like telling me how its a ( Read more... )

so i told him that i dont want to disappoint him and hes like "you wont disappoint me." but ERG FUCKFUCKFUCK

so yeah. i had hockey today. got up at fucking 7 in the morning. it killed me. im usually not up until like 2 on a normal day. but w/ez. so hockey pretty much killed my legs. actually they arent THAT bad now. i mean i came home, showered, ate, and then went to sleep till 2, talked with marc on the phone and then came down here. legs arent THAT sore ( Read more... )