As always i feel like shit and there is nothing new. Still sad...Still depressed..nothing new... Well I am bored so I thought I'd write dumb shit. So Angela if you read this I say SCREW EVERYTHING!! im sick of fighting for a friendship we'll never have. Also katie i may have a way to solve your problem. I love how I can find a way to help fix ( Read more... )

OMFG I AM SO TIRED ( Read more... )

thanks guys...it really helps alot...Some of you may know what happened and some may not...but when Im in the position I am, its hard to not feel this way..but band aside...its my outside life..the one behind closed doors that makes me feel this way...Im sorry guys but I am down and I will be for a few days b/c what has happened shocked me and its ( Read more... )

I feel like such a mistake. I feel like no matter what i do i can't make anyone happy. No matter what, someone is always gonna be mad at me. Im not meant to be loved or cared about. I just need to keep to myself. No matter what I do I always screw up. I try to do something to help and it bites me in the ass. I belong alone, in a big dark room. I ( Read more... )

Well things are a little better. Katie...I really didn't mean to forget about you, I had a lot going on. anywayz, Saturday me, Katie, her mom and my mom went to Ruby Tuesday's...too much fun...I'll never forget Woody!! o yeah my mom finally got her "nat cap" LOL ( Read more... )

Well today was a pretty crappy day. I traded in my Gamecube, to get my mom an X-Box and Halo. Then I come home and deal with drama. Well homecoming is this week as always that brings good and bad. O yeah...the cheerleaders are doing the Miss SEB Spirit thing again. What you do is you find your favorite cheerleader *me* cough cough... and you put ( Read more... )

Well I think the show Friday went rather well. It coulda been worse. I was kinda mad we didn't get to see their band. i really wanted to. Then we won!! That was a big shock. Then saturday I went to Jordan's for a Halo party.. I really wish I understood that game. Then Jordan gets the bright idea to throw me in the pool!! Im still gonna get you back ( Read more... )

As always there is always drama in my life and I just have some things to say to people who have things to say about who I do and don't date..I really don't give a flyin fuck if you like who I date and I really don't care what you have to say. I'm so sick of hearing what happened to Alex..blah blah blah. I love Jordan and i really care about him a ( Read more... )

I just found out that no matter what...if I have a competition or not on October 15 I have to go to my g-ma's b-day party.. I am gonna cry. I am a section leader and I have a solo and my parents are gonna make me miss it. They can't do that. Yes I wanna go to my g-ma's b-day party, but I am letting a lot of ppl down if I miss a competition. Im ( Read more... )

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