Poem for you
i wrote a song for you last night well, actually this morning. i finished it at 12:58am. it's kinda dopey but hey i was in a poetic mood as always. i hope it doesn't offend you or make you cry or anything. it's a sweet poem. no sarcasm i promise. click this link.
I wake up in the morning to you
I go to sleep each night with you
you're always on my mind
even when i kiss someone else
i cannot escape you because you're mine
i've been off on you once
and then it came again twice
i watched you go down and try to take away
the beauty i've come to love
my other life (my world)
i've given so much to you
you've given so much to me (we're so close)
and everytime you fuck it up
it's like taking me down with you
like i'm the reason bleed
i love you so much and you cannot even see
the people i hurt so i can be with you
i'm even hurting myself
i've tried so many times to make it work without you
but no one else seems right to me
i'll be threre for you forever
even when you think i'm the last who'll care
Christine, Christine
why can't you see that i'm always going to be there
to love and hold you and listen to you tears at night
please share them with me i'm here by your side
Christine
those eye i see
i know they love me
but it's hard sometimes when we hurt eachother
i'm only half without you
that's how it seems to be
you're a part of me don't hurt me, Christine
i've given you so many chances
i'll give you a million more (just ask)
i'll watch you manipulate, i'll watch you use, and watch you lie
it's so strange how the more you hurt me
just makes me want to heal you more
how is it possible that i've built my life to revolve around you
i don't care, i'm there
i'll kill, i'll starve
i'll carve into my heart for you
i'll cut you pieces each time we fight
just please stay with me (you heal me)
you don't know how angry i get
when you get act the way you do
but i get over it because i'm foolish
and head over heals
blinded in love with you
i'll be there for you forever
even when you think i'm the last who'll care
Christine, Christine
why can't you see i'm always going to be there
to love and to hold you and listen to your tears at night
please share them with me i'm here by your side
Christine
my friends are so blind
my family is so blind (in my mind)
and no one understands how beautiful we are
that's why i am always going to be
pushing away everything else that means so much to me
so i can be with you
i don't care how much it hurts
that you enjoy hurting me and know just where to go for it
becuase i know that you love me
because i know that you need me (i need you too)
i know you have to be with me
becuase i'll be here forever
even if you still think i'm the last one to care
even if you still can't see i'm always going to be there
to love and to hold you, to listen to all of your tears tonight
i need you to share them wit hme i'm here by your side
i love you so much.
Christine, Christine, Christine
hope you like it. it's for you. well from your perspective of how your friends see you to her. ummm....yeah.
anyways
beach with anye and her mom now and work 5-8:30 then alex and shannon hopefully.