But I guess that's why it's called happiness... because it's sometimes difficult to find it and once you do, you feel like a million bucks or something.
Writing can be a good way to deal with depression but you don't have to force yourself to continue your stories. Just write what you feel, start a new story if you must.
You just made me feel so much better... Thank you. Really. Thank you. I'm so sick and tired of covering up in front of people, but I can't control it... I guess it is my nature.*bitter laugh* Maybe I need someone to pamper me after all... ah~ that is really selfish, isn't it?
Normally happy makes me happy, and I just want to find that feeling back so bad!!!! I don't want to force it, but if I don't do anything, I'm suck in this hell... I'll try to~ thank you so much~*hugs*
OH, it's alright. I'm glad what I said made you feel better. *hugs*
I know what you mean. I guess that's why people live. To find happiness. After all, life isn't all about fun and happiness, right? There will always be sadness or tragedy so sometimes we have to fight hard for our happiness. It just sucks when we're always sad and happiness hides from us. =_="
Try doing something fun... like I don't know... fangirl or something, haha! That's what I do when I'm depressed. ._.
Yeah I suppose that is the purpose of life. If we are always happy, then that happiness is not valuable anymore, right? It really sucks, but... what can we do excepting trying to find that happy moment in our daily life? *sigh*
I'm feeling much better now^^ I think I'm getting back to my mood for writing very soon, and hopefully once I'm back, I can get out of this depression...
candy bb! *hugs* Idk where happiness can be found, but i know how it can be made! Put your speaker on full volume play silly god disco and just dance! Sweety!!!!! Don't be depressed. Life has so much to offer. Keep dreaming. You know what my dream is? Me and veroxion made this promise that we'll be on DECADE2 Live together! That dream is keeping me alive. Don't forget there are ppl who loves you (me being the one of them ^^) and gazette too!!!! You have nothing to be sad or depressed about! lOVE You to bits!
Xadow... why do you care about me so much? Q^Q I really don't deserve this... That is in fact a great way to make happiness~~~~ I'll do that!!! I... *sigh* Sometimes I just get this feeling that I am not important to anyone, and although people enjoy my company, no one truly cares about my existence... Now I feel really vain and naive talking about my "miserable life" with you, I mean, you are the one who actually had a surgery! Yet I'm the one who's complaining? I'm just really really selfish, am I not? Dream... perhaps I really need one to keep me going... Thank you so much Xadow... I really don't deserve your love, I'm just a selfish immature kid after all!!! But thank you~ I feel a lot better now, because of you and because of Aoi's message~
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But I guess that's why it's called happiness... because it's sometimes difficult to find it and once you do, you feel like a million bucks or something.
Writing can be a good way to deal with depression but you don't have to force yourself to continue your stories. Just write what you feel, start a new story if you must.
Anyways... *hugs* Try to cheer up, ne? :)
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Thank you. Really. Thank you.
I'm so sick and tired of covering up in front of people, but I can't control it... I guess it is my nature.*bitter laugh*
Maybe I need someone to pamper me after all... ah~ that is really selfish, isn't it?
Normally happy makes me happy, and I just want to find that feeling back so bad!!!! I don't want to force it, but if I don't do anything, I'm suck in this hell...
I'll try to~ thank you so much~*hugs*
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I know what you mean. I guess that's why people live. To find happiness. After all, life isn't all about fun and happiness, right? There will always be sadness or tragedy so sometimes we have to fight hard for our happiness. It just sucks when we're always sad and happiness hides from us. =_="
Try doing something fun... like I don't know... fangirl or something, haha! That's what I do when I'm depressed. ._.
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Yeah I suppose that is the purpose of life. If we are always happy, then that happiness is not valuable anymore, right? It really sucks, but... what can we do excepting trying to find that happy moment in our daily life? *sigh*
I'm feeling much better now^^ I think I'm getting back to my mood for writing very soon, and hopefully once I'm back, I can get out of this depression...
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Idk where happiness can be found, but i know how it can be made! Put your speaker on full volume play silly god disco and just dance! Sweety!!!!! Don't be depressed. Life has so much to offer. Keep dreaming. You know what my dream is? Me and veroxion made this promise that we'll be on DECADE2 Live together! That dream is keeping me alive.
Don't forget there are ppl who loves you (me being the one of them ^^) and gazette too!!!! You have nothing to be sad or depressed about!
lOVE You to bits!
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That is in fact a great way to make happiness~~~~ I'll do that!!!
I... *sigh* Sometimes I just get this feeling that I am not important to anyone, and although people enjoy my company, no one truly cares about my existence...
Now I feel really vain and naive talking about my "miserable life" with you, I mean, you are the one who actually had a surgery! Yet I'm the one who's complaining? I'm just really really selfish, am I not?
Dream... perhaps I really need one to keep me going...
Thank you so much Xadow... I really don't deserve your love, I'm just a selfish immature kid after all!!! But thank you~ I feel a lot better now, because of you and because of Aoi's message~
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