this week went by so fast. i'm glad it did too because bleh lol i don't think i woulda made it if it was long. i have a feeling that next week is gonna be long though ( Read more... )

i just had zach time. it was kinda weird knowing something he didn't know about lol obviously i'm not going to say anything to him about it. after prom lol if things aren't picking up with me and him i think i'm gonna have to say something because it's kinda frustrating. i think he's just scared or maybe he thinks i am but i don't know ( Read more... )

so i'm not leaving for florida until tomorrow and i'm coming back tuesday. haha jeffs friend cj saw my picture aw my aunts house and took it off the shelf and was like WHO is this i love her and we're going to get married lmao! he said we were gonna walk on the beach and go to the movies together too hahaha and then he slept with my picture next to ( Read more... )

i just found out i'm going to florida this weekend. i'm pretty excited because i thought i was gonna be pretty bored this weekend with no zach to talk to because he's going to orlando for a tournament but now i have something to do. i'm leaving friday and coming back monday. i guess the rest of my week will be devoted to trying to spend time with ( Read more... )

i'm just so tickled at the whole tony thing still. it makes me laugh. he was so freakin happy to talk to me lol and he wants to meet zach but i was like no no no lol that would be WEIRD. stephanie was tellin me how he was talkin about how sweet i was and stuff lol too funny. anyway he threw up allll over himself saturday night lmao funniest story i ( Read more... )

so far this weekend has been pretty interesting ( Read more... )

i'm doing better today. thanks to everyone for everything. my mom called my teacher yesterday and left a message saying she wanted a conference. we thought she was going to call today but she never did. hopefully she won't call at all because that will just make things worse. i'm gonna try not to dwell on it though ( Read more... )

no school today has been greatness. i feel like a little china doll and i actually feel cute for once. self-esteem is such a nice thing ( Read more... )

haha i thought these were pretty funny ( Read more... )

wwhoaa guess what?! that mtv show made is taking applications from our schoool. thats so cool. haha i thought about doing it and being made into a model or something lmao but that'd be lame but if i was gonna do it i was gonna make this whole elaborate story about how i was this ugly kid all my life and blah blah blah haha it'd be funny but anyway ( Read more... )