Title: Before You Know Where You Are (You’re Saying Goodbye)
Genre: Big Time Rush - Drama / Angst
Pairings: Logan/Kendall, small itty bitty Kendall/Jo and Logan/Camille
Details: Slash, showverse
Rating: MA/NC17
Warnings: Crossdressing, swearing, slash, homophobia, angst, not exactly HEA, smut, voyeurism, cheating (Kendall/Jo, Logan/Camille)
Status: Complete (About 15,000 words total)
Summary: As children grow to adulthood, their friendships change. Sometimes those friendships evolve, twist and shift into something foreign. What’s left can be messy, unable to be salvaged. Logan has a secret he’s kept to himself for as long as he can remember. Kendall finds out about it.
Author’s Note: This will probably be 3 (edit: 4 parts now. idk really) parts, the prologue being exceptionally short compared to upcoming parts. And, yeah, the title comes from lyrics from The Crying Game, and I realize that might seem trite, but hey, it works. This fic centers around crossdressing as a kink, folks, and if that bugs you, turn away now. Umm, I tried not to make this all angsty and more silly, but I have such a hard time with silly, so, yeah, this happened.
Also, even though I don’t own BTR, I think the writer’s and I both like to see them in dresses.
PART ONE PART TWO PART THREE PART FOUR PART FIVE