okay so my mom took my internet connection away since "i wasn't doing anything around the house and i never got my job back." fuck it. so if i update, it will be when i am over here. [johnpaul's house.] if you all have to contact me in some way, my e-mail is lonelydreaming@hotmail.com and my aim is motion1ess ( Read more... )

and i'm pouring myself some whiskey, right now. i'm gonna get so so drunk, that i pass out and forget your face by the time i wake up.


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I've met a new best friend. His name is Gregg. Although there has been some confrontations about what has went on between the two of us, I respect him with my heart and soul. People say things to me, to try to make me feel bad about "leading him on." I did not lead him on. If I would have lead him on, I'd not be talking to him at all anymore. I ( Read more... )

okay i'm gonna stop being pussy ( Read more... )

i don't think i'll be updating for a while, a lot of things are going on that i can't and shouldn't explain to everyone ( Read more... )

why does everyone hate me? i mean, i didn't lead gregg on, i like him. it's just i can't leave jp. i love him too much, and it would be wrong. he is the best thing ever. and all my friends are blocking me on aim. i really need to move somewhere far.. and just leave ( Read more... )

i'm not going to shut up about johnpaul. kthx.

SwalloChokeNDie: ..you're an amazing sweet ..charming.. beautiful girl and i too hope everything works out for you and you're happy for the rest of your life ;-)

I PRAY YOU FIND...

um thanks guys.