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[candiedyams]

If I dont get my period soon...
I'm performing my own abortion.

Thats right, bitch, its your turn to take the fucking trash out.
You should fuck off too... while youre at it.

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[bright_lights_x]

is RU-486 legal yet?

[candiedyams]

haha.. I dont think so.. Not in the states anyway

[bright_lights_x]

Don't do it. I saw a video of an abortion once and when they stuck the instrument inside, the baby actually moved away from the fucking thing like it was trying to hide from it. I cried hysterically. And I hated kids at the time. The thing wasn't even 3 months gestation. I am forever haunted by that image. I asked Dan if he wanted me to have an abortion when I found out I was pregnant with Isabelle, because I would have if he wanted me to, though I secretly hoped he didn't want me to JUST BECAUSE OF THAT FUCKING VIDEO.

I'm glad he didn't though.

You might not even be pregnant, you know how drugs fuck with your hormones. When I was doing heroin there was a point where I didn't get my rag for three months. Then when I was rolling all the time, I had it for three goddamn months straight. Just wait it out and see. It might be stress too. You never know.

[candiedyams]

Yeah, I'm aware of drugs fucking your body... however, I've always, always, always been regular. Same day of the month every month unless its 1 (never more than 2) days early.

But, I woke up this mornings with horrible cramps, which turned out to be menstrual cramps.. hazaahh!