I realized today that during my free time, I should do things that I want to do, and not things that I think I should do. This has relieved much of the anxiety I sometimes feel. It's hard though, this new sense of freedom. So far, I have ordered Chinese, surfed the web, listened to music, hung out outside looking at the moonlit clouds. The trick is ( Read more... )

Everyone has their own style. I was writing in my journal the other day and I realized that my two styles of writing: the kind I write to myself thinking no one is reading and the kind that I write knowing people will read has emerged into one. It makes me sad because once school starts ( Read more... )

I realized that my life is very predictable. Not counting the little details which are amusing, my life will go the same way no matter what I do. It happens to everyone I suppose. I'm relatively intelligent girl going to high school with a home life which emphasizes academics and success. My likelihood of going to college is almost 100% unless ( Read more... )

I have a blogspot now quastronaunt.blogspot.com

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Here's the email that was sent to the blog ( Read more... )

I must say I'm feeling pretty good. Despite the fact that I am being a loner for the time being, I feel pretty awesome. There is also my pitiful love life to consider and whenever I go into this topic I can't go much further than saying it is non-existant. So there you have it, my love life in non-existant. Good for my parents and bad for the ( Read more... )

So pretty much I'm just here because I'm waiting for a phone call. Faithe isn't home and she and I were planning on going for a walk. I returned Ahmed's call and it turns out that we are having a semi-filming today. This basically means that we're gonna patch up on some scenes then play Halo. I haven't played Halo in so long and I probably will ( Read more... )

I know I shouldn't post this on LJ but no one will know, except the ones that do. I was painting my mural maybe a little more than a week ago and the locker-note-writer walks up to me. I was standing on a chair on the time so we weren't really looking at eachother. It was all very awkward and I am so glad it's over. I give the guy props for having ( Read more... )

Catching up on what, I'm not sure. Maybe catching up on the whole blogging culture. The thing is, I never was part of the blogging culture. Most of what I do is always done halfway. What I need is motivation. I'll figure that out later. Now here is a list of random life events in no particular order ( Read more... )

I hate high school and it's stupidity. I hate the fact that there are unspoken rules which everyone must abide by. Everyone in high school is always afraid of something. Whether it's being judged or laughed at or made fun of by people you shouldn't even care about! That is all.