So im laying in the hammock, listening to my ipod, singin john mayer songs and swaying in the breeze. Its two in the morning and the smell of spring lingers around me. The temperature is just perfect enough to be wearing shorts and a sweater, And mint chocolate chip ice cream is making this the most perfect moment in the world ( Read more... )

i cant remember the last time i felt this way ( Read more... )

hey guys, havent been on here in a long time...
SO... UPDATE!!
I moved out to boston, me and dale got a nice apartment, i got my teaching license a couple months ago, and am a teacher at metro north learning center, im going back to college in january to finish my Associate degree program at Bunker Hill.

bye guys, wish me luck out in the big city on my own (FINALLY!!)
maybe ill find a cumputer close by...

muah <3

 well this is cool.

i dont know whats going on tonight, and I'm blowing everyone off because I cant deal with everything all at once.

I feel so bad for my amazing boyfriend, who wont let me push him away.
I can get pretty brutal when this happens.

Anyway, I have to go continue fucking up my life, so ............

PEACE

DO WE GET THE PLACE OR NOT!?!?!?!?!

ahh
my head may explode before september 1st ever even gets here

so...lately
weve been lookin at apartments back out in boston and seriously, everything is so stressful right now. i have to move out by the 1st (well actually sunday, but I'm pushin it) and all we have saved is a grand. I hope my life doesnt suck this much forever :(
but hey , i might be movin to the beach, so, fuck it

i want change
i want something different
something new

i dunno
Im gonna start packing

Im outta here

ps hang out with me before i leave because youll miss me :)

Every woman would be on birth control upon puberty
and when that time comes that they decide they want children...

a parenting test will be issued to prevent unfit mothers from ruining innocent lives

I push everyone away

. i just need some space.